He smiled at me with those
that were as bright as a
on Halloween night
coaxing with that lop-sided smile of
that I had come to love.
All I could see was that spittle on his
and desire in his eyes.
"Well have you decided
He asked in that silky sexy
I sat like granite
watching those luscious lips
as he spoke to me
not really hearing the question
not really caring.
As a moth smitten by a brilliant
I bobbed my head up and down at
I knew I appeared
much as one of those stupid little
people sometimes buy
at one of those cheap little five and
when overcome by
He drove his Dad's beat up Chevy
to some seedy little overpriced
just outside Houston
and I sat there just watching him
with his lop-sided smile
not realizing I was starting to
about this outing we were
We went inside our rented little
with the chipped paint on dirty
and a foul stench of
that just made me want to turn
but it was the smile
which I loved so much that held me
Oh how I loved it so!
He must have sensed the dread
in my throat like spoiled undigested
He took my hand in his
and whispered, "Please just don't
I should have run
but it was that smile that held me
and drained my will.
He patted the trashy full size
beckoning to me, reassuring
and I like a child
I walked slowly toward that
Like a soul possessed
I sat down next to him shaking
not knowing why
I would even find myself there this
He pulled the baggy from his flannel
and split the stash right down the
and handed me my half.
I sat holding it examining it and
till he had taken his.
The whole time he sported that lopsided
I loved so well.
I placed the drug into my mouth and
for whatever revelation might come my
and prayed for
because I knew what I was doing was
There would be
but seems I no longer cared or
what if any.
The walls, ceiling, and floor came to
and a hundred black giant freakish
started toward the bed
but he never noticed them as they
if he did he didn't
Each one had a different blasphemy
across it's body.
They crept ever closer ooze dripping
from razor sharp teeth which gnashed
and I screamed.
I watched him there as those nightmarish
feasted on his body.
His eyes were fixed and all I could
was that lop sided smile
I came to hate.