I can't let myself be happy.
Even when no one was around,
I make myself feel crappy,
I pretend that I hear sounds,
I don't know why.. I start to cry,
Even when nothing is wrong,
I'm shaking, kind of scared,
Go outside.. I wouldn't dare.
I don't know why I'm going to share..
I don't imagine.. the readers would even care.
I'm laughing.. sort of odd..
My spirits empty.. my shadow.. begins to knod.
He's alive you know..
He.. just began.. just began to show..
I'm not crazy, I promise..
Like you will ever believe me..
And my shadow.. I so wish you could see..