My last words....

This is my last words.
As I place this gun to my head.
I wish everyone else the best.
As I watch the blood from my wrist splat to the ground
I think of everyone who supposedly loves me
and that they no longer have to worry about me
As I hear my heart beating fast
I tell it "we're goanna go at last"
as I hear my mind try to change my mind
I think " We had it rough, and now we won't have to think about those days anymore"
my body is now trembling, I'm about to pull this trigger
I close my eyes, this is it....I whisper goodbye....
take a deep breath......"I love him" (BAM!)
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