"If I was blind then I would end my own life. If my eyes were blind then I would live to see another day" -KVM

My life was perfect.

I never prayed.

I wanted hardship.

I prayed to God.

I got fire.

I prayed to God.

I asked for something more.

I prayed to God.

I got burned. This pain wasn't enough.

So I prayed to God.

I got blistering heat. That wasn't enough.

So I prayed to God. I wanted more.

I want to be strong.

I don't want to face fire, burns, heat...

I want Hell.

NEW ADDITION!: LUNAR ECLIPSE

Try this one out, and you're in for a suprise, the writers both I and member BreakingDawn are working together to form two light and dark P.O.V.'s for this story. What path will you choose? Check it out. Both Lunar and Solar Eclipse.

FEATURED STORY: "The Missing"

 They are doing the impossible, hunting the hunters, tracking the trackers, and challenging the rulers of their forests, the deathly players of the mascarade ball to a duel all of them will never forget. A dance between the human hunters, and their inhuman superiors. Or is it? So, why not join two teenagers as they struggle to find the change that threatens to change them both.

Online profiles are amazing, you can be who you can't be around your friends and family. You can completely break free. You can be that part of yourself and your friends and family don't pointlessly worry about you. You can be that black loving, rain dancing, dark writting, person, and you're with people that know nothing's wrong with you. They don't worry because many of them are the same. They get it. They know your not suicidal, or a creep, or depressed. They know, they understand, and thats why I love them. This is the life of K.V.M not C.A.K....learn from it.

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe. Put this in your profile if you're part of the 8% that would be laughing. (haha thanks Rat for this profile add in)

~THE BASICS~  

Name:   Kytris Vemideth Medera

Nickname:  *I'm not gonna say it*

Current Location:  Don't look behind you... 

Eye Color: Chocolate Brown...what's new?

Hair Color:  Brown *Oh fun*

Piercing: Not one

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No, not now, not soon

Vehicle:  lol funny...

Overused Phrase:  Freaking dog, freaking house, freaking sister, EX.

Food:  Banana Peppers covered in lemon or lime pepper. (that spells heart burn)

Pub/Disc/Restaurant:  Outback

Candy:  Dark Chocolate

Number:  666 Haha just kidding, idk

Color: BLACK

Animal:  Wolf...I tend to like catfish as well...

Drink:  Milk...-.-

Body Part on Opposite sex:  ...*cough*...the eyes...wow don't know who made that question.

Perfume:  Ugh, I hate ALL perfume

TV Show:  none really...

Music Album:  Indestructable by Disturbed

Movie:  Van Helsing, Ghost Rider, Batman (the newest movie)

Actor/Actress:  Don't really care...

~This or That~ 

Pepsi or Coke:  Coke...*sniff* OH you mean the drink!? Yeah Coke.

McDonalds or Burger King:  I love fast food...it makes you all squishy and fun to hug...(I be skinny)

Chocolate or Vanilla: Both

Hot Chocolate or Coffee:  both

Kiss or Hug:  I really am not into to physical contact...hugs are...OK.

Dog or Cat:  Both

Rap or Punk:  RAP=Retards Attempting Poetry. I'm a screamo addict. Rock on.

Summer or Winter: Winter

Scary Movies or Funny Movies:  Funny

Love or Money:  Love. 

~YOUR~ 

Most Missed Memory: I forget too easily 

Best physical feature:  *cough* what was that again?

First Thought Waking Up:  Great...I have to get up... 

Ambition:  I have too many

Best Friends:  None

Weakness:  Benevolence

Fears:  Torture

Longest relationship:  No idea, I was in 3rd grade.

~HAVE YOU~  

Cheated Your Partner: No...wow that brings back bad memories...

Ever been beaten up:  No.

Ever beaten someone up: No.

Ever Shoplifted:  No...again...bad memories

Ever Skinny Dipped:  WHERE THE HECK ARE THESE QUESTIONS COMING FROM!?

Ever Kissed Opposite sex:  My dad...but now I just want to slap him.

Been Dumped Lately:  Never

~IN A GUY/GAL~    

Favorite Eye Color:  They need to have two different colored eyes O.O My favorite.

Favorite Hair Color:  black or brown, preferably black

Short or Long:  long for a guy. Shaggy.

Height:  Taller than me

Style:  Anything, but preferably a lot of black, chains, piercings as long as their not too dramatic.

Looks or Personality:  Looks are the magnet, Personality is what holds the magnets together.

Hot or Cute:  Hot...lol cute reminds me of kids....I'm not a big fan of little kids.

Muscular or Really Skinny:  Skinny 

~RANDOMS~  

What country do you want to Visit:  Japan, but I just went there.

How do you want to Die: Don't know...

Get along with your Parents:  Always

Health Freak:  Only about washing hands *shivers*

Do you think your Attractive:  I'M HOT! *yeah, quit laughing Sarah*

Believe in Yourself:  I believe in Jesus

Want to go to College:  Heck Yes!

Do you Smoke:  I can't stand smoking.

Do you Drink:  No.

Been in deep crap: Never

Been in Love:  No.

Do you Sing:  No one knows but I have a good voice.

Want to get Married: I used to

Do you want Children:  I'm planning to adopt.

Ever embarrassed yourself to get his/her’s attention:  Never.

"I called your boyfriend 'gay' and he hit me with his purse."

"I have A.D.D and magic markers... Oh the thrills we shall have!"

"Freinds are like potatoes....         If you eat them,  ..they die."

"Friends ask why your crying... Best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the idiot that made you cry."

"Friends come to visit you in jail... Best friends sit beside you in jail saying 'Man that was fun!!!"

"Friends help you up when you fall... Best friends push you back down and laugh"

"Love is giving someone the chance to destroy you... and trusting them not to."

"I've noticed that most of the people for abortion... have already been born..."

"Jesus is COOLER than magnets!!!"

"You'll always be my best friend! You Know to much!!!"

"If Babie is sooo popular, why do you have to buy her friends?"

"Never go to a doctor who's office plants have died."

"As I lay there, I gazed up to the bright stars in the beautiful night sky and began thinking to myself... Where the heck is the ceiling!?!?!?!

"A man bought his wife 14 roses...  13 real, and 1 fake. As he gave them to her he said, " I'll love you till the last rose dies."

"Sometimes to live is to die trying. Try." -K.V.M.

"The past dominates the future but the future is what becomes that past that you can't let dominate you." -K.V.M.

Everyone is in their own group. Each group can not be understood by another group. Some people can go to diffrent groups because they fit specificaly into others. These groups often treat the other groups in a foul manner, they judge these other groups, these other groups that they think they understand, but they are not even close. What are these groups? Some groups are those in religion, you can't understand Christian's unless you are one, and the Christians that have been wronly judged learn to not judge Muslims, or even Sadists. You can not understand labeled "Goth's" or "Emo's" unless you are one. You can not understand the pain of divorce or beatings, unless you have experienced it. So don't preach to people whom you don't understand. Leave these groups alone, let them help each other, and pray that you don't join some of them.  

"You can be sorrounded by people, and still be alone." -K.V.M.