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Country: United Kingdom
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Favorite book: Jane Eyre.
Member Since: Sep 3, 2009

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ladygothicka

A Witch's Journey.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 9, 2012
***DISCLAIMER*** This story contains some religious...
Tags:fiction, wicca, spirituality, religion, paganism

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My Poetic Journey.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Jan 9, 2012
These are all the poems I wrote from 2008 to 2009....

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The Way We Grieve.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Dec 2, 2011
This is a collection of all my short stories.

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One Girl's Fight.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 5, 2010
Tamara Wakefield is an eighteen-year-old girl who just...
Tags:love, romance, fiction, teen, chick lit

Writing Portfolio

Depression ...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 24, 2012
Random musings written today.

To My Soulmate ...

by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 26, 2012
A letter for my wonderful fiance. He is simply the best...

"Last Rites."

Short Story by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 21, 2012
A short story that I wrote after a cleansing ritual for...

*Jenna*

Short Story by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 18, 2012
A short story (736 words) that I wrote.

Two-Faced Woman.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 17, 2012
Just goes to show, never get too close to your housemates...

"Poem."

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 13, 2012
A more cheerful poem than is usual for me. Enjoy!

Don't Cry Because It's Over.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 9, 2012
A short song I wrote, I hope to put music to it soon....

A Witch's Journey.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 9, 2012
***DISCLAIMER*** This story contains some religious...

OK, I'm Sorry.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 1, 2012
The product of a night of Lambrini and depression. Enjoy...

A Poem for You.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 1, 2012
Guys often tell me what I want to hear so that I'll do...

Can't Stop Hurting.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 31, 2012
A poem I wrote after another ill-fated romance. One day...

Depression 2.0

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 2, 2012
Just a little something.

Mother's Day.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Mar 18, 2012
A poem for those who have lost their mothers.

You're Walking Away ...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Mar 13, 2012
A poem for my biological father. Maybe one day we'll be...

My Wedding Playlist!

by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 19, 2012
This is the wedding playlist for my wedding next year....

See You Around.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 18, 2012
This is not me being bitter, this is me being honest....

The Mess You Left Behind.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 17, 2012
Never trust someone who tells you what you want to hear...

Nobody Left To Save Me.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 15, 2012
For N.C.

I Send You This Rose ...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 15, 2012
For my muse. He knows who he is.

My Poetic Journey.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Jan 9, 2012
These are all the poems I wrote from 2008 to 2009....

The Way We Grieve.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Dec 2, 2011
This is a collection of all my short stories.

So Angry It's Unreal.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Aug 21, 2011
I am thoroughly sick of all the abuse I've had for four...

I Thought It Was Over.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Aug 20, 2011
You think bullying's over ... and then you're proved wrong.

To Write Love On Her Arms.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Aug 20, 2011
The title for this poem came from a charity that's dear...

I Am A Woman ... Hear Me Roar.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Aug 9, 2011
Don't push me to my limits. I will destroy you.

A New Start.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 24, 2010
Bit of a scramble-poem, but hey.

Child Of The Sea.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 24, 2010
I grew up on the coast. This is short, but I don't care.

Goodbye, Farewell.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 23, 2010
It was the last day of term today and I have to admit I...

Healing Slowly.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 22, 2010
Just review, I haven't got the energy to explain myself.

Them As Has No Voice.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 21, 2010
The last line comes from the Terry Pratchett novel "The...

Don't Say "I Love You".

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 20, 2010
Don't tell me you love me - I've been hurt by those words...

At Peace.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 20, 2010
I wrote this whilst listening to "May Morning Dew" by...

No Record Of Wrongs.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 19, 2010
Guess Michael never read his Bible. What a t**t.

My Newest Lover.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 17, 2010
For my boyfriend Scott. Yes, I'm weird. No, this was not...

Oh Well, That's That One Sorted!

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 17, 2010
My current beau and I met here on AP. Would you credit...

Goodbye Forever.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 16, 2010
Michael Harnett: October 15th 2009 to July 17th 2010. 9...

I Haven't Stopped Loving You After All.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 16, 2010
I still love you, Michael. Please forgive me.

A Silent Prayer.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 16, 2010
Written for two people, Ross and Michael. I love Michael...

"I Love You..."

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 15, 2010
Written for Ross, who I fancy but will never date me....

It's Over Now.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 15, 2010
Written for Michael, who I split up with. It would have...

Not Just A Friend.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for my best friend Ross, who is a legend! I <3...

Captured In Limbo.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for Michael. Inspired by the song "Waterlily" by...

Eternal Confusion.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for my ex, Michael.

Up And Down.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for Josh.

Never Ending.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for my friend Ben and his girlfriend.

Clockwork.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 14, 2010
Written for my ex boyfriend Michael.

Playing With My Mind.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 7, 2010
DISCLAIMER: Some explicit language here. I don't normally...

Starry Eyes.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 7, 2010
What the hell, another poem. Like it or don't, I don't...

Isha ...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 6, 2010
My ex, Josh, has found a new love. It's hard to deal...

Loving You.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 5, 2010
Another product of my scrambled brain. Sorry, I'll get my...

Love Me Forever.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 4, 2010
OK well my brain is scrambled right now, just got home...

A Vow For Life.

by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 3, 2010
If anyone wants to create the same vow, by all means copy...

The Making of One Girl's Fight.

by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 3, 2010
The story behind the novel.

With Friendship And Love.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 3, 2010
I wrote the opening stanza to this one a while back,...

Let Me Bear Your Pain.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 2, 2010
Please, Josh. I don't want you to die, but I can't let...

Together Forever.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 2, 2010
Written for Michael. Go figure.

Still With Me.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jul 1, 2010
Written for my ex, Josh. I will always have a corner of...

Heart Of Glass.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 30, 2010
A bit of an odd one ... my brain's slightly scrambled, so...

The Diary Of Jay.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 26, 2010
Yes, the title is Breaking Benjamin-inspired ... the...

As Evening Falls.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 26, 2010
Written for my ex-fiance, Josh Sutton, who asked me to...

Faultlines.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 25, 2010
Written after listening to "Faultlines" by Karine...

Never Again!

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 25, 2010
Written after listening to Kelly Clarkson. A friend of...

The Seas Of Time.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 25, 2010
Written out of the blue, you know how it goes.

Two Shipwrecked Lovers.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 24, 2010
Inspired by Show of Hands once more. This song is "Union...

Two Bodies, One Heart.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 23, 2010
Written whilst looking at a photo of myself and Michael,...

The Captain Of My Heart.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 22, 2010
Again, another Show of Hands-inspired poem. Enjoy - the...

A Place Where I Belonged.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 21, 2010
The first in my new collection, "From Friendship To...

My Mentor - My Dad.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 21, 2010
I haven't always appreciated my dad as I ought to have...

I Would Have Stayed...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 19, 2010
I have no idea where this one came from, but here it is....

A Moment's Fear.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 19, 2010
The first four lines of the penultimate stanza come from...

Innocent Vampire.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 18, 2010
This was written for an allpoetry contest, and the prompt...

Pretty Green Eyes.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 18, 2010
This poem takes its title from the song "Pretty Green...

With All My Heart.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 16, 2010
Written yesterday for Michael. My memory being what it...

Rain On Me.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 13, 2010
A bit of an odd one, but it's for everyone out there who...

Grieving For Jean.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 12, 2010
My grandmother died on June 10th 2010. Her passing was...

For My Fiance.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 9, 2010
I've been engaged once before - it ended in disaster....

A Little Something ...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 8, 2010
A little something that my mom wrote one time when I was...

"She."

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 8, 2010
I got bullied for 2 years, and had to use violence to...

(Rewritten) Sonnet XVIII

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 6, 2010
I got bored with the real Sonnet XVIII by Shakespeare, so...

The Dead Bell.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 6, 2010
I read a poem of the same name by Sylvia Plath, and it...

Mysterious Boy.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 6, 2010
This was written for an ex boyfriend of mine, Nathan, a...

Pseudo Marriage.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jun 5, 2010
I dated this guy called Josh from December 2007 - August...

For Michael.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 30, 2010
Written for my boyfriend. I love him with all my heart...

The Ghosts.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 30, 2010
I found the last two lines in the novel "It" by Stephen...

May Ball 2010

by ladygothicka
Posted: May 28, 2010
This is the story of my Leaver's Ball, which was the best...

Your Kiss.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 27, 2010
I wrote this for my boyfriend. It was a random idea that...

"Bittersweet Memories".

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: May 26, 2010
A poem that I wrote with the lyrics to "Bittersweet...

Lifeless.

Short Story by ladygothicka
Posted: Mar 5, 2010
The story of a young woman who loses her only daughter to...

One Girl's Fight.

Novel by ladygothicka
Posted: Feb 5, 2010
Tamara Wakefield is an eighteen-year-old girl who just...

Searching For The Answers.

by ladygothicka
Posted: Jan 21, 2010
I just read it as someone's username and it inspired me.

He's The One.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Jan 11, 2010
A poem for the love of my life, Michael Harnett.

To Dance In The Rain

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Dec 3, 2009
A song I wrote for my deceased father, John Dawson. He...

Somebody's Broken Heart.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Nov 17, 2009
A poem I wrote in English Lit. I was depressed, OK?! It...

Dying Inside.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Nov 13, 2009
A poem I wrote in an IT lesson ... depression hit halfway...

Slaying Jessica.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Nov 11, 2009
The story is true - mainly autobiographical. My father...

The Wolf.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Nov 10, 2009
A poem about a girl who turns into a wolf when she looks...

"Why?"

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Nov 6, 2009
There is a person at my school who is attacking me and my...

This World...

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Oct 19, 2009
Why do we have to hate other people? Doesn't this world...

I'm Not Me Without You.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 30, 2009
I wrote this for Josh, my one true love. We might be...

Will You Protect Me When All This Is Over?

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 25, 2009
I wrote this in English Literature. I got bored, this was...

In A Prison World.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 14, 2009
Written about my life at home, which sucks ass.

Kill Me Now, Please.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 10, 2009
I am an awful girlfriend because I am myself. Guys...

The White Feather.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 9, 2009
Co-written by my mother. She wrote it six weeks before my...

My Fate.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 8, 2009
Written in an English lesson, in which we discussed...

Make My World A Better Place

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 8, 2009
Written whilst listening to 'All I Need' by Within...

A Razor's Kiss

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 7, 2009
A depressed rant written the night I turned 18. Woo me.

My Inspiration.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
Written for all my friends and colleagues.

Teenage Suicide.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
I have clinical depression. End of. And yes, this really...

Heartbreak.

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
Written for an ex-boyfriend. I wanted to see how it felt...

No Words, Just Love

Poem by ladygothicka
Posted: Sep 3, 2009
Again, written for my father. He was my inspiration and...



 

Hi! I'm Jess, and I think the first thing to say is the list of my medical and mental conditions (don't worry I'm not bonkers!). OK, so here goes. I have: Asperger Syndrome, depression, a sway back, a dicky hip, migraines, short-sightedness, an astigmatism in my right eye ... and a slight tendency to be weird! I'm also not monogamous, even though I'm engaged! Don't ask me how it works, but basically I'm engaged to a great guy, but sexually I find it hard to be monogamous. Judge me if you will, just don't tell me about it.

At the moment I'm studying for a BA in Music at UEA, and I'm hoping to follow that with a PGCE, Masters and PhD. Other than that, I work as a part-time waitress at Pizza Hut, which is tremendous fun! Tiring, but well worth it for the money, especially cos I'm saving up to have laser eye surgery done, as well as buying a home with my partner Jonathan. Hopefully it'll be a nice house, not a dive, but it'll be whatever we can afford at the moment!

I'm also a pagan, specifically Wiccan, but also believe some Buddhist and Christian doctrine. This has caused me to take some flak, but hey, whatever floats your boat. You wanna have a go at me for believing what I believe, that suits me. I'll just ignore you and continue doing what I'm doing, it doesn't really matter to me if you hate me or love me.

Best quote ever: "It takes 40 muscles in your face to frown at someone, but only 8 to extend your arm and slap them." - Anon. So true ...

Another great quote: "A friend asks you what's wrong. A best friend already has the shovel ready to bury the person that hurt you." - Anon. Again, so true ...

Don't believe everything you read about me! People seem to love spreading stuff about me, and it really annoys me when it happens - it's a bit like being a celebrity except I'm not famous! So far I've apparently cheated three times, had four different engagement rings and changed my wedding venue five times! Honestly, it boggles the mind sometimes, doesn't it?

Anyway, enjoy the stuff I put on here, feel free to comment and give constructive criticism or whatever, and let me know if you want me to read anything of yours!

Peace and blessings,

Jess x

 

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