I Will Kill Myself Tonight By Kassandra Cartson
My eyes will not see
My lips will not kiss
My world will not be a sad world
My heart will not beat.
The pain I’ll most miss
Being hurt I will miss the most
The hate in me
The pain
The pain
The pain
I will not miss else but the pain
I will want nothing else but the blade
I will miss nothing more than the blood
Pain the most I’ll crave
Pain I want to feel now until the end
Until I leave this shell tonight
Until I’m born in death
I’m going to kill myself tonight
The pain my only company
The pain my only friend
by Jenn
A/N: This is pure fiction, wrote from my novel's , "The promised Suicidal", main character POV.
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