I scream, at the top of my lungs
No sound, comes out
Silent, curdling screams, is all I have left, now
I wrestle; I fight with all my physical might
While being forced down by the strength of many men
The pungent smells of dirt, sweat and grime, embed in my senses
Their ghastly hot breathes; making me want to puke!
Their hands constantly grabbing and groping my body
As they holler and cheer each other on
Then...someone punches me, someone I cannot see
A large man’s hand, covers my nose and mouth
Muffling my soulful cries, terrifying my insides!
I struggle to breathe, now
Many heavy handed blows, follow
In a blurry haze, I watch my scarlet red blood splatter
Upon the snow white sheets that surround
My salty tears mix in with sticky men’s semen
My body a raging torrent of scorching hot lava
As I lull into a translucent, entranced state of being
Involuntarily surrendering into the primal, animalistic frenzy
The men feasting on me in greed, devouring each morsel of my weak and weary body
My body fighting for her God given right, to live!
My life flashing before my eyes, the sounds around me fade
My eyes glazing over, my tears have run dry, my body goes limp
My body betraying me, when I need her most!
Silently I pray, for this is not my will but their own
Blackened tears of jet black mascara weave their way down
Through the bloody crevasses of my black and blued skin
My body used up, a lifeless vessel
No one is here to save me, the worst is done!
Bashed, beaten and worn
I am nothing no more....