|Member Since:||Oct 18, 2009|
"I regret that pain has taught me nothing..." and I mean it.
When I look at the previous events of my life, I can't help but wonder: What have all the people around me been doing to make this better? The answer is: they have been judging me!
When I first started writing, back in May 2006, my purpose was to express feelings, (anger, pain, sorrow, happiness) and share stories in a way that would help cure me and help me get over whatever negative emotions I went through.
My poems are my best friend, you have no right to take it away from me!
Therefore, taking into consideration the aforementioned elements, you either choose to read what I write to better understand me and maybe even shield yourself from going through my pain, read it to waste time or enjoy the use of words, or just, please, don't read it at all if just for persecution purposes!
YOU don't know me.
YOU don't know why I write or whom I write about.
YOU don't have the right to take this away from me.
I claim no fame, power or authority... That is something I have to make clear...
I just need you all to listen, very carefully, to everything I'm going to say here...
Whether it be day or night, at work, at home or out for fun,
May it be hot or cold, a rainy day or one blessed with sun...
I am many people living in one container called the body,
I maybe someone and might as well even be a nobody!
Therefore, after this brief introduction, allow me to introduce "myselves" to you!
A little boy with a heart so pure and untainted, simply wanting to run and play,
Mindless of the pains in the world, just living life carelessly day by day...
An angry rebel; trying hard to adapt to a world filled with misery and unjust,
Fighting for rights which have been unfairly taken, seeking answers in the dust!
An optimist with faith and hope that things will change to the better if I try,
Holding in the frustrations and smiling to the tears that slip from my eye...
A pessimist to the core, doubting everything and everyone around,
Fearing a sorrowful end with a chocked scream and a muffled sound...
I might smile all day but come the night I might break down in tears...
I might be confident at times while at others I might tremble in my fears!
Today I know what I want but tomorrow I might change my mind,
I might believe in love at many times although I know it is blind!
Moody and unpleasant I know I can be at any point of any day,
And I won't hide the pain I feel to avoid other people's dismay!
But overall, at least I know that I am many living in one,
That will never change, not after all the damages done!