Hello and Bye
They say there is betrayal in everything and any kind of betrayal hurts but betrayal of trust damages everything. I know am forever changed, may never trust again- not the way I trusted you. Did you have to use me to get to your hubby? I remember the night you asked me out of your room. He called. You didn't pick. Memories are hurting me. WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? You wanted me around when actually you didn't love me, do not and never will. Jamani mapenzi. Ningekuwa na uwezo ningefanya lolote nisipende tena ila… Inaniuma. Nimeshakusamehe ila inakuwa muhali kujisahaulisha. I cared without being cared for; loved without being loved back… I hope and pray that these will be the last tears I am shedding for love but above all, I wish you love and happiness. Sometimes, the joy of finding love makes it worth the pain of looking for it. Hope I pick myself up quickly enough to start all over again. I will miss you, but I have to let go and go my way, because you were always gone, always far away… Goodbye, Jos.