its like nothing i do is right, and i get every sign wrong. i dont know why i couldn't figure it out. i am still in love with Sean, but he urges me to move on but still wait for him. I don't know exactly How I am to do that when all of my love belongs to him. Nobody else. I try to love another but i can't,memory's of us are just too strong. sometimes, when i try it works for a little while, but then something that the person does just makes me remember things. It could be the smallest thing like staring up at a starry night, and my memory would take me back all the way to my mom's wedding and He would take me outside and show me the stars that shown above us both.Lots of people would say memories are the best things in the world, but not for me. Sometimes they are all i can feed off of, and then sometimes they're all i want to get out of my head for such a short time, so i can stop thinking about it.; well, i have to go, if you have ever or currently are suffering depression in any way. wat should i do. wat can i do by myself to get rid of the pain an bad memories.