Im ouside on my circles in my back yard . concrete circles ... alien landing pads.,,,, ugly nasty pig dirty slime filled stank bloddy smelly.. nasty putrid smells in in my brain cells of life dying killing things that ruin the world. but now Iam again awakened by them with horribble pain I cant breate. my chest hurts again i see the big black red bleeding red and black lady bugflashing in and out. it speaks of death and bleeds kills corrudes all death dying .. its here my heart attacks and bleeds inside my chest its cut bleeding and cold as the warm blood chokes my life out of my hearts blood the bug bug smiles its black body bleeds more i drown i die the pain make me sleep an awake sleep and awake in out channel changeing blood bleeding lights flashing people die bleed fly kill chokeing killing me and each other why up i go out of my body to live here to not think to not float death wake up cry fly die moan pain pain pain die ? what do i want ? i want to live life crazy ass mind killing male what do you want? no its me im in contol of me and i will not let you finish killing me forever with your bloody sharp posion dying teethyellow slimy bleeding putrid rotten death hole bitten into my brain as the light flickerd over my dead bloody life storm.so bad i can vision quickly flash see my heart in nasty slimy diseased bug fiilthy bloody penis being squeezed it hates me as i hate it. im trying to turn over but its giant body and mind pressure holds me lays on my lungs squeezes the life from me paralyzes my legs as it eats into my face with is shark teeth bleeding cutting knashing ito my head it spits out my eye..slams my head into yhe wall as it stabs its bug dickk knife thourgh my head and neck and heart over and over again.Im laying inmy bed tonight which is bad i tell it to leave it has no invite but it will not go somehow it knows i wont it there to kill me to destroy me to tear every inch of my mind out and hold it up to me as i see my brain being torn dripping blood and white oooze slimy nasyy bloody like long ago ...so i fly up the flas es stop are so close together i see the lil girl lay quite on the bednow it sees her againi left her behind i yell to her get away fight kill it it starts the awfuul thibgs this was long ago so long ago the lil girlis dead . why see still live in my me in my head in my heart she real old now the lil girl was allways good at first. then the thing kill her it kill her spirit it kick her face bite her thigh her lil thigh. he tear off her white lil pantyas it rip her white twirly dress dressoff now she in tjhe woods. S HE TRY to play try to jump to look little so it do not hurt again so the ugly big black redgreenyelloworangepink slimy monster thing do not drag her dressbloodyred tear herlittleblakred hair ot hit her smallbody on the tree bangher littlegirl head against the small tree as she cries shesees the slimy black nastylong thing come from under its ugly bug body it dont want neto see it it is ugly dirty smelly oldworn like him the bug hits littlegirlhard she goesout her body more she dies floats back up look at the scene it moves the thing changes over and over it slimes it slimes green and red black slime yellow green puss comes out of its slimy small penisthing it chokekills littleone littlegrl dies little girl cries she dies she cries she floats above she hate the bug thin big ugly black red the black one is death the black one slow sucks life from allwho see it all who know it do notloveit he is death hidden inaflameofvisinflash deat., why does little one livenow I see her she laying now inthe old cluttered house alone but dead almost dead almost alive she old now she cold now she hurt now day by day she cannnot walk day by day she cannot talk who id she what is she why is she, why she live why she dont die why she keep cry youknow why cause she wonder why? why the go in the sky why she fly? why she hear what she fear why stuff talk why she cant walk. where her stove in the cove with the wove what the wove its in the cove in the bug the big stanky slug .why he die why i fly where my mother and my brother? why god take em why he ke em. why not me who i be what isee is this me? where my baby ? im on the road a little black toad cant i die i wonder why why im saved why my lil baby tq die why he fly i see him now . he haooy in the sky where he can fly he not die i wonder why he had to go live in the sky? the bug om high take him to the sky in you stupid psyche man doctor you woder why why i come her what i want what i need im not your seed my mind it pleed help me see a dumb bitch like hope to be not a crazy bumma be looking foe peee looking foe me dont you see I looking for me? I ghetto queen you nowhai i mean i love my house iaint a mouse im on the move i hate that bug im not a slug one day i stand tall i tell you asll whgo ibe im not me ilove a tree even if it bleed to me iom in the sky. i wonder why who will i be ami me willi die will i cry i so tired my pain so deep when will god let me sleep. i want to say more the stankbug at the door it try to turn it try to run to keeo me in its a sin. iwont let it go to stop the doe i wont hide this time my mind is mind alll yawl can talk and tell me that shit it wont make me quit i willtry to reach the sky and be around and stay on the ground people need me they dont have to seed me. they dont put they nasty filthy death killer male. talk all yawl books tables trees stoves fridges all yawl I dont care i dont share your death life .