Exactly thirty minutes on the dot and Lourdes was back alone
with Alex. Exactly ten minutes after she had left him, he texted
her asking her not to leave, so they could finish this. She
agreed. This gave him time to finish working before his break and
this gave her time to sort things out. And go a grab a couple of
drinks with Albear and Corey. And maybe a
Lourdes knew he was a liar. No man would work this hard for a
woman just to try and break her. He could never be that
Chilling out with Albear and Corey gave her time to recover.
She was very buzzed and feeling pretty good and ready for round
They stood there in silence for a moment, both refusing to be
the first one to speak. Lourdes stood strong, watching him walk
slowly back in forth. She had a strange smile on her face, it was
completely throwing him off.
"Alright then," he said, "I'm a bloody disgusting
"Yes you are." Lourdes said.
"And this is you calling my bluff, right?" He
"So why did you even walk away? Why didn't you just let me
have it right then and there?"
"I wanted you to sweat a little."
"I guess I deserved that."
"Yes you did."
"And you didn't deserve to hear those
"No I didn't."
"I'm sorry." He said.
"Your sorry is bullshit." Lourdes said. "Don't insult me. You
knew exactly what you were doing."
"I thought I already admitted that." He
test me?" She asked. "Are there no
ever think that maybe I needed to know?" He
"Know that I mean more to you than Gabriel! Know that I meant
more to you than you just telling me I wanted to hear? I don't
want to do this if I'm just some boy toy on your list. I think
the world of you." He said. "I love everything about you! Your
strength, your weaknesses, your beauty, your flaws. I love your
passion, your anger, your convictions. You're real to me! Am I
real to you?"
"Yes." She said plainly. "Sure."
He scoffed in the other direction. "Let's just toss if off
like sure!" He said bitterly. "How can you stand there with that
poker face and give me an infuriating answer like
It was the drugs. Of course she didn't say that. "I said
you're real to me Alex, what else do you want me to
"Tell me you love me!" He yelled.
"I love you." She said.
He stopped pacing.
the fuck what she doing? She couldn't be
accountable. It was the drugs
He walked towards her silently. The expression on his face
had totally changed. There was no cheesy American accent. He
couldn't hide his shock. This time he was showing all of him.
"What did you say?"
"I love you as much as I possibly can." She said
He came closer. "Don't do that, don't take the cowards way
out." He was smiling. He couldn't mask his
had gone too far. But maybe not. In that moment, with those three
words, she had changed something in him. He had let his guard
down, and now she
knew, for her own piece of
mind, that he was serious. "I'm trying to resist
that familiar smile that melts me just like wax...." She
He came closer to her.
Lourdes grabbed on to his blazer and pulled him even closer.
"But what's the use, I'm yours, for as long as you want it, and I
promise...there's no turning back."
"Why are you doing this to me?" He
"It's a mystery." She said smiling up at him. "Look what
you've done to me."
"You sure?" He asked.
Lourdes closed her eyes. "I feel so filled with fear and yet
I've never felt so sure, what else am I going to
Alex kissed her. Lourdes kissed him back. Guess they were on
the same page finally. If only for a moment, and she wanted this
to last. They stood there holding on to each
"So what now?" She asked.
"We start over." He said. "Let's go
"Sure." She smiled.
"Wait," he pulled back, "can this be considered our first
shook her head laughing. He was forever goofy. "Well I hope we
don't have to let everything be considered our first
Alex leaned close to her face. "You're absolutely wild," he
said, "I wanna tame you."
How she loved that accent.
"Do your worst," she said smiling and leaning in close too,
"you're not the first guy who's tried to change
"The rest were pussies." He declared.
"I think your right." She flirted.
He said nothing as he opened up her cardigan. Pulling the
sweater off her shoulders, playing with the barely there, straps
on her dress. He flicked those off her shoulder, exposing her bra
strap. "You should let some more skin show." He said kissing her
Nothing like a one track mind. Lourdes thought to herself.
Alex pulled down the bra strap, exposing the designer label. "My
favorite underwear." He smirked. He leaned over and whispered in
her ear. "I wanna see what's under there."
She tried not to giggle like a school girl. She pulled away
slightly. "Okay, I can see that your down, from the way your
She rubbed her hand up and down his arm "So when can you get
out of here?"
"I'm here all day." He said.
"No." Lourdes shook her head, long hair flowing from side to
side. "That's no good."
"What else can I do?" He asked.
"I don't know." She smiled. "But there's just room for two in
my fantasy, so baby lose your crew and come away with
"Just like that?" He asked, cupping her lower
"Just like that," she said, "I got the time and you got the
"I can't just leave right now." He said letting his hands go
further down feeling on her butt. "But maybe I can cut out
early." His hands moved quickly up her body. He ran his finger
along the cut of her dress, outlining her bust, He closed his
eyes, opened his mouth and tried to kiss her. Lourdes pulled back
slightly, teasing him. He opened his eyes. "How about tonight?"
He asked. "Early?"
"Your on." Lourdes said looking down and grabbing on to his
belt buckle. "No ho's this time."
"Just had to get one in didn't you?" He smiled, but he kept
talking. "So tonight then?" He said leaning back
Lourdes pulled back again smiling. "Yeah, tonight. So save
your energy, we've only just begun."
"Really," he whispered, "so you're going to make it worth my
"Yes," she whispered back still pulling on his belt buckle,
"I'll turn the naughty on."
"Be naughty now." He begged, still trying to kiss her,
"Not on a
first date." She teased. "But I like how you
say naugh-ty in that Swedish
As hard as he was trying to be sexy, he still laughed. "Shut
it," he said, his accent even thicker, "and talk dirty to me. I'm
suddenly feeling very freaky."
"Yeah?" She whispered pushing up against him. "Where do I
begin, there's so many ways to get you off..." He grabbed her
with both hands by the neck so she couldn't get away from him.
"You wanna know what you can do for me?" He breathed hard. Then
he said something in his language that she completely didn't
"Come again?" She smiled. "I seemed to have missed
He repeated the question in English in her ear. She was
"There's never a boring moment with you." She
"I'll kiss you in your mouth and lick your last name off." He
"There's no doubt that you're a dirty boy." She
"I'm a fucking savage." He said rubbing his thumb across her
lips. She opened her mouth and bit down softly, letting go of his
belt buckle and letting her hands go even further south. "Is this
turning you on?" She smiled, fondling him.
"Fuck that," he said, "I wanna make your legs shake, and I'm
not going to stop until your pussy aches."
"Un-huh," she smiled, rolling her eyes at his shit talking,
"then get on your knees."
"No." He said. "But if you get if wet enough..." He whispered
in her ear again.
you fucking nasty boy." She gushed, now
this was getting interesting. She smiled at him.
"You can talk big all you want, and I'll fulfill all your
fantasies as long as you promise I'm going to get fucked
tonight-" Lourdes didn't get a chance to finish, he kissed her so
hard, sticking his tongue down her throat, she almost lost her
footing. She grabbed the back of his head and kissed him back,
just as aggressively.
Her phone chimed again loudly.
"I should get back." He said still kissing
"Yeah I should too." She said kissing him
"Don't change your mind." He whispered in her
"Not a chance."
"I want to find you in my bed, back at my spot." He whispered
in her ear. Lourdes said nothing but smiled as he kissed her
neck. "Do you hear me?" He asked.
"Yes." She whispered.
He put his lips back up to her ear and nibbled softly. He was
right, it didn't take much to make her legs shake. Lourdes closed
her eyes as the butterflies continued to float in her
Alex stuck his hand in his pocket and pulled out a key. He
ran the tip of it down her chest, to the top of the bodice on her
dress, and slid the key in between her breast. Lourdes said
nothing as she stared into his eyes.
"I'll see you there." He said.