Shit's always the same & same 'ol feelin's
and gettin' all of it to fade away
by smokin' these regrets everyday
keep comvincin' myself that I'm gettin' right
by doin' wrong & givin' into these delights
stuck livin' these ways just like a fool
drownin' the truth & breakin' all the rules
always thinkin' so selfishly
pretendin' that I can't see
I'm doin' everything but makin' a reality
of the things I say I wanna be
I stay hidin' behind all the fakeness around
claimin' to always be down
and I'm the realest person that you'll know
despite the facts of everything I show
contradicts every meaningful talk I've had
with the great people I made my past
tryin' to blame this world for why shit don't last
and with 15 plus years of livin' life so fast
believin' in the ways I was exposed too
made me believe that I was livin' like I'm suppose too.....
Got so used to livin' like I didn't care
eveyday could care less if I was here
to keep seein' another day
never understood why I thought this way
was so full of these fears
and some how over the years
I never knew how to tell anyone
'cause the way it is where I'm from
ain't nobody around to hear these truths
so,I kept doin' what I do
makin' this life the worst that I could
always sayin' that I aint ever leavin' the hood
paranoid from hustlin' these drugs
constantly watchin' my back for the thugs
kept feeding myself all this negativity
so I could keep livin' this way blissfully
fucked up everything good in my life religiously
'cause when you don't even try
then failure ain't a part of life
don't know why they say this street life is so hard
'cause it never matters exactly who you are
dope always sells itself thats always true
so this fast life is gettin' attracted to you
ain't tryin' to live any other way
up all nite losin' sleep for makin' pay
lettin' all morals run astray
with all the different women livin' risque
this shit never seems passe........
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