I just felt like I have to get this out of my system .;)
When I was a kid I thought that when I had friends, we'll be friends forever, till death do us part kind of bond. But as I grew older, I realized that friends do come and go. No matter how close you were before, there will always be a stretch between how far you can go with your friendship and I think that's just how far my friendship has been because it had been ripped. Well, not really ripped but destroyed. Things change and friends leave. That's just how it goes. I'am mourning over my dead friendship but even if we do get back together, it will never be the same. It will never be as good as it was before. But I accept it. Because I know that people have different desires. Friends turn into something that they promised a long time ago to never become. Reality is sad but you have to accept that things change and people come and go. You can never keep something forever. But I'am glad that I had the chance to experience being their friend even if their way too different now. I still miss them. In my mind, they're still the dorky fun friends that I once had.