One day when your old enough and time has healded my broken heart I'll tell you the story of how it got that way in the first place. But that'll never happen so I should probally refrase that. They say time heals but to me it only wisens. Memories fade and become less clear but the pain dosen't. It's still as fresh and clear as the day it arrived and I think it will always be. Heartache wisens you beyond your years but why would I want wisdom and heartache if I could have you. People always say the wisest people are the ones who gained wisdom through pain but if that's what it takes I'd rather be ignorant because why would I miss knowledge I never had. I wouldn't ....... andI definatley wouldnt miss the pain.
I was always entering someones life then having to leave but somehow became immune to it. But how could I when that someone is you. How could I be able to turn my back on the only guy I've ever loved and still not drop a tear. I won't tell you how because I can't. It's impossible. But I thought it was impossible to love you and still I did and somehow got myself caught up in emotions forgetting to stop to take a breath and ended up suffocating.
They say that time heals but tome it only wisens and my wisdom tells me someway I'll be able to recover. Or maybe somehow well meet again and continue to get caught up in our emotions. Except this time we'll remember to take breaths and begin to breath again. And if we don't well both countinue to make something beautiful out of this thing called life because were both too strong not to. I know this because this is what you taught me.That just because your hurting you dont countinue to stop living . You countiue living remembring to cherish and hold on to the memories but still live in the present. Because no matter what there's always somehow, someway, and someday.<3