I may just be depressed but… Do you ever have those days where things seem so sad you have this feeling like something’s wrong, like you just have to cry?
Everyone dies I know that but when it’s someone you love like your mother, it’s scary. You never see them dying at least I don’t to me moms invincible but when I think she’s dead or see her cry, shows just how mortal she is and it scares me, to know she can die. I wonder what would happen if she died, it’s just me and here plus our animals, I would most likely be forced into a foster home or move in with one of family members but they live so far away, what would happen to our animals where would they, All our stuff, her stuff. Thinking someone could buy my mother’s stuff pisses me off, and all I want to do is try and keep her safe... But that’s not really possible... Is it?
I guess just means I’ll have to spend as much time with her as I can, who knows tomorrow I could die…
((Sorry for how EMO this is just needed to type it out and have the acknowledge that someone is listening))
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