So, back to the double life thing. I see the appeal of it,
but ultimately its too much for me to stomach as a human.
Like I mentioned, I did it a little bit myself. I had a
girlfriend that I was cheating on with a very attractive girl
that was a client of mine (classy, I know). When we first
hooked up, it was super hot. Hot because she was hot, we had
great chemistry, and it was made substantially hotter because
we knew how wrong it was. I feel guilty typing that. Truth
is based on my conversations with other guys that have done
they same, they all agree...Its the danger of it, the badness
of it, that makes it that much better. Im sure Im not
breaking news by saying this. Some guys can live with doing
it for a month (me), some for years. Some dont feel bad
about it, some let it eat them up so the fun is ruined (me
again). Whether its a month or years, the action itself is
still based on one main thing. It all stems from insecurity.
We need to feel like we can get the girl. We want them to
validate us. It's all about the chase. Its like an
addiction. It builds our ego's. Once you know you can have
the girl, it stops being as fun. Its totally ego driven.
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