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Love Lies

Novel By: badidea911
Memoir



Ladies, think you know guys? Think you know your own guy? His friends probably know him better than you. This is not romantic, but this is the truth, at least within my circle. My large circle. View table of contents...


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Submitted:May 14, 2013    Reads: 4    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


So, back to the double life thing. I see the appeal of it, but ultimately its too much for me to stomach as a human. Like I mentioned, I did it a little bit myself. I had a girlfriend that I was cheating on with a very attractive girl that was a client of mine (classy, I know). When we first hooked up, it was super hot. Hot because she was hot, we had great chemistry, and it was made substantially hotter because we knew how wrong it was. I feel guilty typing that. Truth is based on my conversations with other guys that have done they same, they all agree...Its the danger of it, the badness of it, that makes it that much better. Im sure Im not breaking news by saying this. Some guys can live with doing it for a month (me), some for years. Some dont feel bad about it, some let it eat them up so the fun is ruined (me again). Whether its a month or years, the action itself is still based on one main thing. It all stems from insecurity. We need to feel like we can get the girl. We want them to validate us. It's all about the chase. Its like an addiction. It builds our ego's. Once you know you can have the girl, it stops being as fun. Its totally ego driven.




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