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My Personal Journal

Novel By: BloodyBlade
Memoir


Tags: Diary, Emo, Pain, Love, Goth, Life


My Journal. View table of contents...


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Submitted:Sep 25, 2008    Reads: 248    Comments: 8    Likes: 3   


I always walk around the school and talk to my friends

I have finally a life I always wanted

I life I personally love most

I life I finally see

People around me stop and stare

And laugh at loud like they just don't care

But I flip them off like a pissed of bich

And see them walk away laughing

What freakin ass holes

Can't they leave me alone

Then I meet eyes with this one girl I liked a long time ago

Don't really know if she likes me

Does she or does she not

Everytime we meet we lock glances

Everytime I hear her laugh I smile

Everytime I see her my heart leaps

My friends are a bit obnoxious like me

It's fun to have fun, and that's just me

I'll never go over top and get drunk

I know what's the limit and what's right

I know who's a devil and who's an angel

And I know who's just in between

My parents are okay

They are fine and mean

But I don't care

I deal with things harshly

I beat myself up with my bare hands

I made myself bleed so much

I swore I thought my heart skipped a beat

I cut myself with a nail

A rusted one that my Dad once used

I also cut myself with the corners of dest

I would probably gone to Juvenile Halls

If it weren't for my parents

My sister is a freakin annoying ass hole

She pisses me off sometimes and sometimes

I just want to strangle her

But that's what sister's are for

Besides I'll need her someday

Maybe for some cash

That's pretty much a summary of my life so far

I plenty more

In store

First page to diary.





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