Pain That Won't Leave

I thought that I would hear the sweet voice

of a friend so dear.

Now that he's gone my heart has sunk

and life as I know sucks.

I wish that there was more time so I

could've helped.

But I had no way of helping that

sweet innocent soul.

No way I could stop the pain and sorrow

from spreading.

I miss them so much now that he's gone

from my life.

We were as close as a two peas in

a pod, but no.

The flames consumed him and he has been

gone for 6 years.

I miss him so much and wish death wasn't real.

But if death wasn't

the cause, what was it?Please tell me I'm dreaming

and these tears are

what is real. That he's here and always will

be. Oh how I wish my pain

and suffering would decease and melt away.

Just as if I was in a cold bath

on a hot day. I wish I could see him here one last time.

That would ease away some

of this emotion, so cruel, yes t'is true. I miss you.