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Love for the Untouchable

Poetry By: Kittyinatree
Memoir



when you love someone but it's the wrong kind.. so the feelings you have are wrong.. you shouldn't have them to begin with.. but it's too late.


Submitted:Mar 30, 2014    Reads: 8    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   


When he moves.

When he works.

When he drinks.

When he smokes.

When he puts more wood on the fire.

When he calls to her.

When he puts an arm around her.

Whatever his is doing.

I am watching.

Quiet.

In the corner.

Watching.

His handsome face.

His strong arms.

I try and talk to him.

Here.

There.

Try to his voice.

His beautiful voice.

He talks back.

We converse.

But's it's always too short.

It doesn't last.

He's doing something else.

And I'm still watching.

To make sure he's alright.

It pains me a bit.

To see him smoke.

But he's still perfect.

His face.

His eyes.

His lips.

His voice.

His body.

When I see him I am happy.

We hug.

When it's time to leave.

I am sad.

We hug.

Again.

A little piece of happiness flutters back inside me.

But I still have to go.

And so does he.

Back to her.

To be with her.

At night.

In the day.

And in the afternoon.

I wish that was me.

I wish it was me.

That got to be with him.

Not her.

I am jealous.

I wish it could be me.

But it can't.

He'd never chose me.

And even if he could.

It wouldn't be right.

And I want to be happy.

For him.

But I'm still jealous.

And it won't go away.

I wish it would.

I don't like feeling like this.

I shouldn't have these feelings.

But I do.

But everyone gets jealous.

So why am I in the wrong?

Because it would never work.

So it's torture for me to think it ever could.

Be a possibility.

For him and I to be together.

For me to dream it could.

So I guess that's it then.

You shouldn't dream.

About what can't happen.

Especially with love.

For someone.

Untouchable.





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