I Sit Alone In My Room

I sit alone in my room,
wondering why those I love are taken away.
I sit alone in my room,
I think of all the pain I've suffered and caused,
I sit alone in my room,
Thinking of my friends, thinking of the hurt I've caused them and Wonder,
Why? Why have I caused them pain? Why do they stay my friends?
I sit alone in my room,
why life has a way of making things perfect then stripping them away,
I sit alone in my room,
I pray that those I've lost are happy and that I'll see them agian,
I sit alone in my room,
I weep for those I have lost and weep for those others have lost.
I sit alone in my room,
Thinking of my friends, family and pets. I wonder if I deserve them or if life will just take them away from me the minute I open up.
I sit alone in my room,
Cursing myself for ever letting someone in, I should have known that they would be taken away.
I sit alone in my room,
and sleep.