I can't concentrate in my class,
Leaving teacher blaring in front;
My mind is somewhere else,
The noisy sound of class behind they feel.
Staring outside the window,
Feel like I jus ate some dose;
I am feeling dizzy,
Mind too, spinning.
My heart beat so rapidly,
Somehow, somewhere it is also aching;
I feel so blue,
Knowing falling apart have just ruled.
What is happening to me,
Feel like falling down on my knees;
Every minute, every second,
My life feels like there is no turn.
Am I getting crazy,
My emotion keeps on changing;
I feel like I am walking on a beam,
Knowing I gonna fall in any minute.
One of my friend told me,
Love failure, that is what I am having;
I really don't know what to do,
End up running around like a fool.
Why am I so weak,
Almost a year had gone already;
It's long gone when he's next to me,
But it still feels like yesterday, how crazy.