Recap: I went with my heart
“Hey princess breakfasts ready.” I looked over at him “I’m not hungry.” His smile quickly changed into an angry smirk he started yelling “Don’t tell me you’re not hungry you haven’t ate in five days for crying out loud!” I bundled myself into a ball laid on the couch. “Come on lets go eat” he said sitting onto the couch “No” I said “I’m not hungry” I was so on edge all my emotions were running high I was scared what Jake was going to do to me I actually was hungry I just laid there in a ball on the couch. “Fine!’’ he boomed he grabbed my arm and jerked off the couch and made me fall onto the hard wood floor “Get Up!” he yelled I did as I was told. He dragged me and opened the door to my room and to pushed me in causing me to fall. “If you’re not going to eat when I want to then you’re not going to eat at all!” he yelled then he slammed the door and left I heard the click of the door. I didn’t move off the floor I just cried I kept asking why me? Why me? What did I do to deserve this? I guess I cried myself to sleep because when I woke up I was in Jakes lap “shhh it’s ok princess I got you” he whispered I slid of his lap and back on the floor we were still in my room. “I’m sorry for yelling at you but you need to stop fighting against me I want the best for you.” I just sat against the wall and looked at him. “You must be hungry Hailey please eat something I promise I didn’t do anything to it. Please I will never hurt you again.” I decided to take a risk I didn’t want a repeat of this morning so I nodded and got up. I followed Jake down the stairs back to the little kitchen area I sat in the same chair I sat in the day before. “Here you go princess” he slid a bowl in front of me I looked down it look like pasta of some sort. “Thanks Jake” I picked up the fork and started poking around I didn’t look up but I knew he was staring at me so I finally ate. “Good girl that’s what I want” I met his eyes put quickly withdrew from our gaze. I felt like a child every time he said good girl. Once we finished he cleared the dishes then sat back down. “We still need to finish going over the rules please look at me Hailey.” I looked up I have no clue why probably because he used that tone I would be stupid to argue with. “There they are those big beautiful Hazel eyes.” He smiled. “Ok so let’s go through these few rules. First rule is never go into my room. Second rule is always do as I say, Okay that’s it if you follow those rules you’ll be good. Do you understand?” “Yes sir” “good girl.” I looked around the room the table was against the wall to the left was the small kitchen behind me was two doors one was boarded up I guessed it was the front door the other led to the room that I woke up in. “let’s go on a tour of the house since now you know the rules” he got up and took my hand and led me up stairs “This is the living area but last night you slept out here.” My mind remembered waking up this morning and I got yelled at, it wasn’t a memory I wanted to remember. He led me to the door leading to my room. “This is your room anything in here you are welcome to use as you wish” he let go of my hand I looked around the room for the first time in the middle of the room was a bed. The bed was covered in several shades of pink and was big enough for three people to fit in. Against the wall was a dresser and a desk on the back wall were two doors .I guess Jake saw what I was looking at he walk towards the first door “This is your bathroom and that is your closet. You can look inside I promise there’s nothing in there.” I walk towards the bathroom it was pretty big, there was a shower, toilet, a huge mirror and the counter was filled was different shades of makeup the kind I used at home. How did he know or did he? “I know these are your favorite so I made sure I got them for you also your favorite shampoo, toothpaste and perfume.” He smiled at me almost proudly that he knew. “How do you know all that?” “What did you think I saw you one day and was like she’s hot I am going to take her? Well no I wasn’t I followed you and made sure I learned all about you so the transition wasn’t so hard for you.” “You stalked me? How could you for how long?!” I yelled almost crying again. “Let’s see I was twenty at the time so three years.” “Since I was ten! How could you think a ten year old was cute?” I was crying now “shhh calm down" he wrapped his arms around me "let me go you're sick!" he let go and I ran to the corner of the room I brought my knees to my chest and sobbed I never looked up I had no clue if he was still watching me or not I didn’t care anymore. When I finally calmed myself down I looked up he was sitting across from me on the floor. “I love you Hailey” he said “I will never love you.” I whispered “That’s ok you will learn to, you have no choice your mine forever and always.” He got up and walked towards me and helped me up “lets finish out tour then we can go to bed early tonight it’s been a long day.’’ He took me to the closet it was the same size as the bathroom big for a closet. It was filled with anything I could ever want shorts in many colors pink, black plaid anything shirts from tank tops, baseball shirts and long sleeves, skirts and dresses everything was solid colors no patterns. “These are yours wear what you want.” On the back wall was shoes flip flops, sneakers, boots, and slippers any kind of shoe all my size. I was about to ask how he knew but I remembered he stalked me. We walked out of the closet then to the dresser he opened the top draw “pajamas” then opened the next two “Bras, underwear and socks.” How did he know what bra size I was it was starting to creep me out. He shut the drawers and walked to me. “This is all for you I hope you like it princess.” He kissed my forehead I felt I was going to pass out. “Thanks” “Good night my lovely sleep tight” then he was gone. I decided I should take a shower I went in the bathroom I locked it just in case he decided to come back. I undressed and got in it had all the same things I had at home shampoo, soap and body washes. I got out and put on the pajamas he had got for me I brushed my hair and braided it then jumped into the bed. It was soft and comfy I fell asleep instantly. My life seemed to become more and more confusing each day. They were all the same I would wake up eat breakfast with him then spend most of the day laying on my bed or sleeping I would change clothes every few days it wasn’t like they were dirty I never did anything but sleep and eat. I felt sick of myself.
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