LAST TIME YOU EVER THINK OF DOING WELL
It's an essay about a girl who learns to do what is right by learning from her mother's action.
At early young age, on 1990. A girl like me couldn't dream of doing what I have done.
At start by watching my mother all her activities and commitment, kindness and her heart to love with no limit
If you could meet my mother and her husband my father you could so many question, how did they make it to leave together and have such a beautiful kids like us.
How my father did met my father I don't but acceptance my mother make I can assume it is because of her soft caring heart and simple understanding that could be the main reason she fell in love with my dad
With all challenges she face along her motherhood she did not think of going back or stop giving birth to us the illness, unemployment, uneducated and failure. she went through to see us alive, she went through but she never give up on us her children's if that is not enough she nurse us all at home, motivated us to go to school even if we have nothing on our stomach
She add by believing to Jesus to add more love on her, to be the one the provider and one with full of grace and mercy, loving kindness
How you believe in God that you could not see with your own eyes and trust in him to provide even when you have nothing in the table your husband being retrenched from.
Taking note of all she did was all good and right to anyone, before giving my life to Christ, this is how I ever think of doing good not to all people but to myself .i say if mother could handle suffering of birth as a woman I can too, for the say birth pain is too much and only a woman can tell can too as a human and woman,a mother to be.
That could never be painful as to do right to someone else and to accept Jesus Christ as lord and savior. The reason all the champions of faith has pleased God by the life's, was the same way as my mother did. Is looking unto the positive not the negative that could disappoints you to do right. A woman suffer a pain of birth to please herself and her husband by so doing she face to many illness, even death threth,she could encounter but she take that opportunity or a risk to be a courageous person, that is like swell a stone to live.
Woman test death alive, she did it by love and welling to die for what she love that is giving by your own life to other person that you love. She could trust to god by her heart she could want on god's love to save her and provide for her. This heart is being taken from man by a man taken pride to see it happening of a woman she loves because is good. A man because a child under the love of a woman of courage. A man bow down in worship and praises to a loving mother.
This is a woman who will never fight with her man but submit to her man by love. She trust and treat her man the love she has is because she love God first.
Last time I ever think of doing good was when I see myself, as the woman like my mother in the mirror. Was when I see all the possibilities of trusting with no limit and hold on even if is painful. But doing right to the point of death
A woman like me who color up the world with love and submission.win the heart of so many people .she rule the world. a woman like Esther of the Bible.