...and then we have the species called Mankind. Supposedly
created after the trees and the animals, and set to rule the
earth. There are many kinds of Man. Firstly, they are divided
into male, female, and hermaphrodites. Hermaphrodites are those
who are born with both sexes. Well, Mankind, collectively, is
divided into many variants. You have the Faithful Man, who only
has eyes for one partner. Then, another Faithful Man, who has
eyes only for two or more partners. Then, you have the
Unfaithful Man who has eyes for anything that moves. You also
have the Faithful Man who has a partner of the same sex. Or two
or more partners. You also have Man who has sex with animals.
And the Man who has sex with children. And the man who likes to
kill. And the man who likes to molest. And the man who likes to
abuse. And the man who likes to watch any of the above. Then
there is the man who is unfaithful, by having one partner and
seeing another partner without the first partner knowing about
it. I think this has something to do with making the sex life
more exciting. And the other unfaithful man, who just likes to
be sneaking around. Now, before you slice me up, remember that
the word Man refers to either a male, female or a hermaphrodite.
Then we have disabled man. Either physically or mentally
disabled. Then we have the good man. And the bad man. And as
the old adage goes: the ugly. On Earth, there are many
different kinds of Man. Put what you got into the picture...
Then we have religion. Yeah, gotta put that in the mixing bowl.
There are more religions than one can write about, because each
Man fits religion into their life as befits them. I mean, no one
really knows what goes on in another person's mind. You have the
communicating Man, and the non-communicative man. You have the
open-minded and the narrow. You have the judgemental and the
carefree. You have tolerant people, and those who exercise
intolerance. You have free people and chained people. You have
people in jail and people who put people in jail. You have
law-makers and law-breakers and jaw-breakers and jaw-makers...
You have fighters and peacekeepers. You have this custom and
that custom. You have the addicted and those who believe they
are not addicted to anything.
Put that, also, into the picture. Messy, eh?
There is the patient man and the impatient man. There are those
who enslave their own children, or buy children to enslave them.
There are countries with borders and rules and laws. Many
countries. Many different rules and laws. There are towns,
cities, hotels, homes and apartment buildings, each with their
own set of rules. There are derelict buildings and homeless
people. There are vast open spaces and there are cities crammed
full of people and their animals.
There is fine print and their is BIG PRINT. Some can read, and
others can't. There are many different languages and - truly -
not many people can understand one another, even if they speak
the same language, sometimes. And it is rumoured that if you
speak your truth in your language over and over, someone, yeah,
just maybe, someone - will listen...
Now put that in the dish, also... Oi, it's so dizzy...
Now these people, in whichever state they prefer or are forced to
live in, have children most of the time.
Just add it in... it's just too awesome for me...
...and they get older and sometimes have children themselves...
...and they, too, indulge in the act of life sometimes...
There are people who dump their children, murder their children,
break them, sell them, use them for sex objects. There are
people who do the aforementioned things to other people's
children, with or without the parent/s consent.
There are alcoholics, drug addicts, caffiene addicts, and addicts
of all descriptions out there. Including sex addicts. There are
rapists, murderers, robbers, killers and paedophiles. There are
You have those who are understanding, and those who have no
compassion... You have those who were brought up with values
against the grain and others who are brought up correctly... You
have wise parents, and some children have no parents.. or just
one... or too many...
There is divorce for couples or crowds... that sometimes brings
strangers, step-parents, step-in-laws, step-grandparents, and
step this and that...
Then you have the partner who is disgruntled and either murders
the spouse/s and/or the child/ren... You have people who are
armed and people who don't believe in arming themselves... You
have peaceful people and angry people... There are people who
want to work, and people who don't want to work. You have work
for some people and no work for others. Some people get enough
money to survive, other's can't get through a month on their
money. Oh, yes... add many different currencies to the mix...
and bartering... and the control-freaks and the freedom fighters
and then some... And you have loan sharks and banks, and credit
and interest and ...
Put that in the mixing desk... Sounds fun doesn't it?
Of course, there are good people. They are the givers, the
donators, the philanthropists, the care-givers, the shelterers,
those who are generous... those people try to understand the
victims, through being victims themselves at some stage, or
looking for victims, or just trying to make a living doing
You have healthy people and sick people and people who don't know
they are sick and people who don't know they are healthy... You
have people who are considerate and people who couldn't give a
damn, and people who don't know that people are being considerate
and people who think that other people don't give a damn, but, no
one knows anything for sure, that's the truth...
You get people who say what they mean and give their word... You
get people who don't say what they mean to say and they give
their word... and you get contracts and serious documents and
the literate and the illiterate... You get liars and honest
people... You get people who love to set fire to things, people
who love to draw blood, people who love to inflict pain, people
who love to be made to feel pain, people who love to hurt, people
who love to be hurt, people who want what they can't have and
people who believe that they can have what isn't theirs to begin
with, and people who eat other people... You have people who
tell secrets and people who keep secrets and people who kill
people with secrets to tell and people who love chasing storms
and people who love taking photographs and people who enjoying
You get people who love to type and people who love the sound of
their own voices and people who love to draw and paint and create
and people who love to destroy... People who are frightened and
people who frighten other people, animals and/or children...
People who play practical jokes and people who test people and
people who fail tests and people who believe they are successful
and people who believe they are failures and people who want to
bring one down and people who want to raise one up... People who
shine and people who carry a veil of darkness around them, people
who are loud and people who are quiet, people who love noise and
people who love peace, and people who believe in freedom and
people who know that freedom is a myth, and people who sell
freedom and people who give freedom, and people who prefer the
afternoon, morning, evening, night, twilight or whatever... You
get all sorts of people, more than any selection offered in any
kind of packaging available...
Now add that into the mixing bowl...
You've then got the naive and the trusting... The innocent and
those who are dreamers... The artists and the fools...
Then you've got the leaders and the followers... You've got
loners and mobbers... You've got snipers and habitual
criminals... You've got conmen and more conmen... You've got
the smokers and the drinkers and the tokers and the thinkers...
I'm sure that's a famous line from somewhere... You've got the
spiritual and the meditators, you've got the cults and the
churches, you've got the open doors and the closed doors, you've
got those who will learn new things and ditch their primitive
inheritance, you've got those who won't learn new things and will
cling to the archaic... you've got traditional, national,
international, cosmic, neighbourhood, rural, civilised, military,
lax, strict, funny, fat, short, tall, long, some with one leg,
some with two, some with three, some with four, you've got
standard issue and standards and normal and abnormal, you've got
the perfectionists and the doctors and the scientists and the
nurses and the lovers and the lawyers and the laymen and this
lament of mine...
Well, I'm done trying this evening to capture the essence of
but, I mustn't forget their sustenance...
Some eat vegetation only
Some eat flesh of animals only
Some eat both the above
Some eat their own flesh
Some eat other peoples flesh
Some do these things willingly
Some do these things by force
and some just breathe...
You've got the copycats and the followers, you've got the blind
and those who are out to make a profit and those who see a good
thing and those who see a bad thing... you've got mystery and
imagination, you've got coverups and state-secrets, you've got
spies and plainclothed policemen... you've got detectives and
receptionists... you've got writers and spinners of yarn...
you've got drapers and suitmakers and drycleaners and hitmen and
armies and suits and serious suits... you've got weapons, you've
got concealed weapons, you've got those with abilities to use
their bodies as weapons... you've got mothers and fathers....
you've got good and bad... you've got multiple personalities and
you've got psychics, you've got mediums and schizophrenics,
you've got autistic and you've got genius, you've got angels and
Recently you've got the vegetarian Panda bear killing and eating
meat... you've got the male spider eating its mate instead of
the other way around... you've got the polar bear running out of
ground... you've got species of animals, insects, fish and bird
that have only recently been discovered... you've got evolution
and you've got revolution... you've got cycles and parallels...
you've got you and I've got me...
Now, we've got a partial list of some of the kinds of people out
there as well as barely touching on the other creations ... and
what has that got to do with anything? Well, my truth is that I
don't like to mix with the baddies, and would rather spend my
time with the good people of the earth... and yet, God sent His
only BEGOTTEN Son to die for the sins of the baddies so that they
could be saved from eternal damnation... and, let's face it:
who is really good nowadays? Even I have my demons and horrors
and days that I wander around and can't wait to sleep and awaken
to a new day where I won't have to live through Hell... So, what
is this all about? Guess it's just to let you know that if we
don't let the baddies know that there is a way to stop being bad,
there's going to be a lot more baddies than goodies and that's
not the kind of world we want to live in, is it? So, yeah,
spread the word about the Saviour if you can... It's not easy,
that's for sure: at every turn one is always thwarted from a
goal, and my goal is just to reach at least one soul and turn
them away from an eternal hell... of course, it would be great
if I could reach more people, but, hey, remember: I am a
paranoid schizophrenic and prefer my own company... and I'm
terrified of people anyways, just in case they turn out to be
baddies... Anyways, I am fine and getting along well, so, I'm
one less person to worry about... LOL!!!
I've got some one telling me that I am God... and that I created
ALL THIS... The more I tried to tell them that I didn't create a
single thing and that there is no way I could and even if I did
create anything, I would have to use something tangible that was
created already by THE CREATOR, the more they looked at me as if
I were crazy....
Now put that into this package... What am I supposed to think?
I just sit back for a moment and listen to the thunder and know
that somehow, if I were to listen closely and concentrate, I
would hear the Creator Himself, and as it would be, the lightning
crashed overhead and I had to hear, and I do believe: I WON'T
GET RID OF YOU...
Why on earth should I get rid of my Creator? Why on earth would
I want to overthrow the One who gave me everything I have? No
matter how I bitch and moan when I do my daily chores, no matter
how tired I get, no matter how much my inner child wants to play,
I respect my Creator and do the best I can with what I have to
make sure that my Creator is not displeased with me and I'm as
good as I can be without becoming a nuisance or a hinderance or a
burden... I mean, the story has been told upteen times about how
the created Lucifer wanted to be God and how he was tossed down
and thrown out of Heaven... and that was that... Now why would
I want to repeat that history? I do know that I have to govern
myself, within myself, and I'm not shy to follow the guidance of
the laws that govern my country so that I can live in peace, and
follow the laws of my Saviour who gave me the words of wisdom to
Love My God above all and do unto others what be done unto me...
It's simple for me... Ok, so it's hard sometimes, yes, to do the
chores and to keep myself and my house in order, but I do what I
can with what I've been given... and even if some one were to
stop me from worshipping my Creator, I would still do it within
my soul... Why do they try to change another's religious
beliefs? Every one believes that they are the right one, but
what does it matter? As long as each and every soul has a
Saviour to turn to when they are in trouble or in Hell of some
kind... This is the religion that saved my soul and it works for
me... You may have another, and your friend may have yet
another... As long as we do unto others what would be done unto
ourselves, and we keep our Creator's commandments close in our
hearts... People have fought over words for long enough now,
don't you think? Just be nice, that's what I think, and wish
each other a lovely day, and forgive those who have hurt us and
leave the revenge in the hands of those who are stronger than
I'm trying to catch my breath here with a puff of a cigarette
and trying to see through my half a century old eyes
and trying to open the eyes of those who are so innocent
so that they will not fall into the traps...
yes, there are trappers and capturers and fishermen and scouts
and policemen and officers of many organisations looking for any
of the above that I've mentioned... and they have many different
locations to find their prize/s... and all have myriad different
I can't think of all the different types of people and places out
there all at once
All I know is that with all this information
I don't easily trust anyone...
I'm really scared
For the innocent and the unborn more than myself
For they still have to learn these things
And in doing so
They will be shaped forever
and they will resculpt themselves as they wander and wonder...
I'm praying for the souls to think before they act and speak
To spare a thought for their neighbour's child or children
who should be able to grow up and live the ideal life -
uncluttered with despair or mourning, debt or sorrow, pain or
discomfort, confusion or sadness, depression or harm, molestation
or horror... anger or disappointment... and no
There are untold things that shouldn't happen to children or the
unborn foetuses, but I can't bear to think along those lines
I instead think that our children and our childrens children
should be comfortable, warm, cosy, educated, safe, loved,
entertained, pampered, taught, mannered, well-read, literate (ah,
those two go together)... (It's getting late and I must rest
awhile... and of course, our children etc. should be well-fed...
and know how to survive)
and that goes for our animals, too
and our insects...
and our birds...
and our fish...
and our mammals...
and our bacteria and other microscopic beings and things...
if only we could live and let live ...
it saddens me to feel distant pain
it saddens me to feel my own disintergration...
it saddens me to become slower and older...
...and then I brighten up, remembering that Jesus is coming SOON
SOON... whether it's only for me or for you or for us all or
just for some of us...
It won't be long now...
He has protected this middle-aged old lady now through my life on
earth, maybe and probably brushing shoulders with more than half
of the above-mentioned kinds of people... and I have survived,
thanks only to Our Creator - GOD - (or by which ever name you
call the Creator of Everything) - for his love of the world that
He gave up His Only BEGOTTEN (that's the important word to focus
on if you get into an argument, and I pray you don't) Son, Jesus,
to be crucified in our place so that we don't go through Hell,
or, go to Hell... and little old me here, He made me and He made
me happy to know that there is always going to be HOPE, for all
people in all walks of life, to have an Eternal Life with Him, in
Heaven... and so...
My eyes are closing in protest against the bright white light of
the computer screen...
I'm ready to rest
for a while
the next time I have to witness for my Saviour, Jesus, to the
much loved world, even though it's drowning in sin at this
time... Turn away from any kind of evil, no matter how big or
small it is - GOD is MUCH BIGGER than anything or any problem you
may be having... He's truly helped me through everything... and
He's here RIGHT NOW with me and you and everyone and
everything... He doesn't want you to suffer and he doesn't want
you to cause any suffering... He wants you to embrace the
fullness of a healthy lifestyle with Him at the Helm of your
life, to guide you and to keep you from going astray and falling
off the edge of the Universe...
Be kind to yourself, and Love Yourself, as Jesus said...
Be kind to the others around you
and look softly and kindly upon the World that God Loves so much
that it's breaking His Heart to see it in such turmoil... You
can make a difference just with a smile, even if you are only
smiling at your own reflection, just to say to yourself: There,
you are COOL and CALM and COLLECTED, and together we can make it
through this day ... and then share your smile... You'll see
the world in a different way... But, don't forget, there are
TONNES and TONNES of people out there who DESPERATELY NEED TO BE
SAVED, coz, as you can tell from my writings, there are many
different people who are NOT saved and who aren't thinking
STRAIGHT... and that's because they were harmed... somewhere,
somehow, something was said or done to them that wasn't COOL, and
maybe it happened only once, or it happened more, or it was on a
daily basis; but, somehow they were harmed and cannot come to
terms with being victimized in some way... Please help that
person... A smile or a wave, or a hug, or just SAVE... You have
NO IDEA of how powerful the Love of God and Jesus are for this
world... Many times I have had to interrupt my Love for God and
Jesus with an impassioned cry for their STRENGTH against some
misguided victimized person trying to crucify me for what
happened to them... and, here I am, still... God and Jesus have
not EVER forsaken me and have got me out of many hairy situations
in my life... Many! And now I am so scared I just stay at home
and be a good girl... And so I should... I'm a middle-aged lady
and a housewife and an artist and a lyricist and a writer and a
poet and a singer and I've got the internet to communicate with
the World, and I have been made to understand FORGIVENESS as I've
grown up and asked and been given, and given to those who could
not ask me because I ran away in fear...
Again, I'm growing weary here in this chair and wish to catch up
with chores and some rest... This writing is not just done in
one day or one sitting... it is thought about and pondered and
has taken many hours... And it's been months growing on this
page on the pc, waiting for the right moment to be sent to all my
friends and posted onto the internet at my sites... I'm so glad
that I'm a prisoner of Jesus Christ, coz he's entrusted me with
keys and a little bit of freedom and His Peaceful Communications
that keep me going on from day to blessed day, and gives me the
strength and the Holy Spirit to keep on fighting against the
baddies and trying to get them to turn away from horror and face
eternal life in Joyful Communion with his fellow mankind through
Jesus Christ, my Saviour