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Finally Going Home

Essay By: sophia smiles
Non-fiction



This is a letter I wrote to my kids when i saw no other alternative. I wanted to live in my "home" my "safe place". teaching my children about real love and cautiousness. self love always coming first.


Submitted:Nov 24, 2008    Reads: 146    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   


To my loving children,

I tried to be the best mother and person I could. You two are my world. I know you think you need me but I think you are going to be okay. Know my presence. Please remember the great things we did together and not the end. I am at peace now. Know your dad is full of love and he can give you more than you could ask for in a lifetime. If you keep an open heart, you will receive all the love you need in life. My family will always be there for you. Stay close to them they will be solid and strong as you experience the rest of your life. You have so many amazing things to encounter in your lifetime. My wish for both of you is to love cautiously and give of yourself the same way.

When you think you found a person to share your life with, step back and examine all of it. Don't settle in your lust or neediness for something unknown. It's not worth your life. Look around, study. Who makes it and who doesn't. Listen to your heart from the beginning and trust your intuitive mind. God gave you this sense for a reason. To help you and guide you. Your initial gut cannot be wrong. Note what is present for you. Trust your internal knowing before it is too late. Trust your internal knowing, don't question it. If you do, you will realize it is too late. Your life will pass you and you won't understand. That's not a good place to be. Trust in you and the Lord. Find your Buddha within. Those are the tools that can guide you home. Please listen to me. You may think these things killed me. They did not. I discovered them too late. I am alive for the first time in my life. There is peace here. I am home. I have learned that you don't have to endure suffering. Notice it and find love regardless.
I am in a better place to love you now. You only think you need my physical body to have love...that's not true either. I learned more about love in the last twenty four hours. Now I am with you unconditionally and not affected by the world. I can see you from up here. I will help your intuition. I can be so much more. Please open your pained heart with love and know I am here and will always be here for you.
I love you with all my heart which is so full of love now. Don't be scared when you face what's in front of you. When you are ready to come home, I will be here with open arms of love.




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