These are all the things I wish I had the courage to tell you. I've already tried telling you how I feel, but I don't get it. I believed every word you ever told me, now I don't know what to believe. I thought you were different but now I am unsure. You took all this time trying to get me to believe that your feelings would never change about me, and yet you told me you fell out of love with me. For what? For someone else?
I feel like I am in the worst of places as of right now. It took me forever to realize who you were to me but in a matter of minutes I realized I loved you. Loved and I still do. I've given you every piece of me. I placed my life in your hands. And when I knew you were gone for good, my soul shattered and my heart broke in a million pieces
I have never fallen this hard for anyone but you and now I know that since you aren't any different, I can never love again. I just feel that the whole world is against me. I have been left here neglected and alone. I've been lost for the longest time and I really don't want to feel like this any longer.
Right now I have a million problems going on with me and no matter how much you care, I can never find home with you right now. I thought we had something special but you left me to rot in the grave you dug. No one could possibly understand how this feels like me. This has already gone on far too long for me already.