THE GREATEST LOSS
I don't know where my fault lies. Every time person close to me
departs and goes so far that rapport breaks. Distance really
separates persons. Situations , things change . Muddled I am.
When I speak , when I joke , world objects. When I prefer to be
silent , world ( people ) has a problem with that as well. It
then tags me as a depressed soul. At each juncture of my life ,
constantly I had to and have to change for gaining acceptance. I
did so because I cannot live in isolation.
Consequently I lost my individuality. How long my destiny will
play with me like this ? Cant people accept me the way I am ?
Cant people accept my serious and not so jolly nature ? Why
always I have to adapt and adjust ? Worst thing is expecting
others to understand you, which is pretty next to impossible. I
am turning crazy.I have become what I never wanted to . I lost
myself. Now just following a path , not even knowing where it
leads…I loss myself.....I lost my individuality.....Will I ever
be able to regain my originality..........?????
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