Confused Heart, Wanting to Love

I can't say it,
I am afraid to hurt him.
So I wrote it.
Answer if you care to help me in my pondering dilemma.

Submitted:Apr 5, 2011 Reads: 64 Comments: 1 Likes: 0

I don’t trust my heart
I don’t trust my soul
I don’t trust myself
I don’t even trust the words which come out of my mouth

What do I say?
What do I do?

I love being with him
I love the way I make him feel
I love his toxic scent and uplifting smile
But I don’t love him the way I wish I could

What do I do?
What do I say?

I need help
I need guidance
This is my SOS

I cannot hurt him
He means too much
Yet I know this love will never come

So what do I say?
What do I do?

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