I can't even imagine.
If I lose this battle with myself,
What is left of me to live for?
Changing my mind
And then falling behind.
Losing myself in this lie
This life that is passing me by,
Why can't i turn and face it?
Staring me down
Brand new town
Should help me begin.
But the past is my shadow,
How can I deny it's presence?
Just need to end it
Easier to forget it
Reality has no purpose here.
In my mind there is only turmoil
Why won't it stand still for a moment?
The deep scars open,
Revealing a soul so tired and worn
What keeps me from putting it to rest?
And here on this cliff overlooking the raging waves
Merciful rocks below could be my saviors
But after all I've lived through and fought through
Why end it now?