Hanging On To Nothing That Was Never There

I'm unable

to think, to

breath to resume normal life. Cause

all my hopes had been

placed on you but you didn't understand, you

didn't understand my words when

I told you that I wanted to go

out on a date with you again. Cause I wasn't

saying "Will you

go out with me" I was saying I

love you. But you've left

me hanging onto

nothing a nothing that

was never there that

kept me dreaming when

I shouldn't have dreamed at all.

~

I'm going through

rough times now, so

I might leave you in moments when

you don't want to be left, and i might

cry when there should be

laughter. There's a

streetlight up

ahead but it's

flickering. Will it be

my spotlight? Will it? Can

I possibly get over the

only one who ever

meant so much to me as

a person could? When I

told you that

I loved you. I meant I loved you. As in

past tense loved you, cause

you aren't there anymore and

I'm hanging on to a nothing that was never there.