I was told. "Communication is key..."
but communication abandoned me.
Your moral is .."Lose that and you've lost me."
I run at the thought of pursuing conversations.
But I try simple communication, out of dedication & remediation.
I care to develop, attain & achieve
the skills to make you love _ me as me..
Trust; is a big thing, 2nd biggest fear in my heart
Fear of love & to be loved 1st, right now truly playing it's part.
Stand by us, stand by me, let me really see.
You want me to talk, & then you can trust me.
-Do you need to see the tears in my eyes ? my fear of lies, the pain I've gained thru' the "trust" I gave ?
Speak on your own past, slowly dwelling in OUR future,
but MY past isn't who I want to be, its just shaped me to be what I am...
Incomplete w|o you by my side.
You "Don't feel" that, but "Know it", I haven't lied.
Your thinking things that shouldn't even come to mind :
Am I preventing you from loving me?
Do you truly NOT trust _ me?
Is there any clarification beyond "communication" ?
I gain nothing, but underestimated pain,
glanced over as 'nothingness'
----- TBC. .