Anticipating so much
Receiving so little.
Beginning to realize you've asked to much
Your seeing that What and who I am.
I will be.
So expect for me to use the lessons you've taught me
I will never change who I am because judged I wont be.
Hopes so high for something so small
I cannot but love where I am if happy not at all.
I approach every depth of the situation.
Its not like these matters have caused infuriation.
Maybe mistakes maybe tides had to be paid.
But the way I choose to live should not be a decision previously made
Day by Day I learned to live.
I'm not granted my breath everyday
That's the only predetermined thing that is really okay.
Expecting to much only causes issues to stand in the way
Disagreements to display and happiness on delay.
Expect to be respected when its also sent back my way.