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Thanks... for Trusting in Me

Poetry By: Kyoko96
Non-fiction



Well, this is basically what my life is about... I am never trusted, and it seems like this past few weeks, the tiny trust they had in me, has vanished... I don't understand why. I am just tired, frustrated...I try doing everything right, and yet, I'm being backstabbed. Thanks so much Dad.


Submitted:Jan 7, 2013    Reads: 24    Comments: 3    Likes: 2   


Thanks.... for Trusting in Me.

Try taking a step into the world of independence

Commanded by a tiny frightened whisper

To Stop.

Stop

A step is made

And Instead of walking forwards

Backwards it is

The labor to produce all that courage

Was just in vain

Again

Try Making new friends,

Always questioned

Interrogated, until the last little secret is spilled out

Oh, the irony

For all the times was asked to keep a façade about the constant disputes back then

Try speaking your mind

But, obviously, with no success

Not now, and of course never back then

Try to excel, try to make them proud

Just to be encountered by distrust

Walls of distrust that keep on suffocating

Try acting normal

But aware about the eagle eyes

That will fly and hyperbolize your actions

Their words will be believed

Yours dismissed

Try thinking of the future

But to be encountered

With their expectations

Try to disregard their words

Try to act on your own

Try to be yourself

Yet, they HAVE to talk about their motives

And…

The…

Guilty thoughts invade

Encircling your heart,

A whirlwind of thoughts,

Thwarting the minuscule attempts

Of finding liberty

Of finding trust

For your courage has already been crossed out, erased, whited out


Thanks...





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