My Beautiful Drug

I reject it all,
Again and again,
Is this the part,
Where I cave in?

I'm shaking,
I'm breaking,
Looking at that sweet drug,
This is the only thing I've ever loved.

I write for you,
Die for you,
You draw to me,
What am I to  do?

It's so good in the moment,
Bad in the end,
I'll die with you now,
You're in me within.

I reach out,
Hand shaking,
Fall to the ground,
Legs quaking.

This is all real.

So are you and I.