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I will never ever forget

Poetry By: mommy3
Non-fiction


Tags: Rape, Feelings


This is a poem about rape. This is what I felt when I was raped as a teenager.


Submitted:Dec 5, 2009    Reads: 560    Comments: 24    Likes: 12   


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I will never ever forget

I will never stop thinking about what happened to me.

I will never forget what he did to me.

He raped and abused me.

For awhile he had power over me.

I will always remember what happened to me.

I have visions in my head what he did to me.

I have nightmares all the time with him touching me.

I wake up screaming and yelling do not touch me.

I was scared of what he would do to me.

He threatened my life when he was raping me.

The worst part was I was awake but could not move while he raped me.

He bragged about drugging me.

I wanted so bad to move but I couldn't.

I felt so helpless and just wanted it to end.

I was crying the whole time while he was laughing.

I am trying to overcome what happened to me.

I want my old life back and trying to move on.

I do not want to feel this pain.

Will I ever get rid of this pain?

I wanted to get back what was taken from me.

Even though I know I can never have my innocence back.

I want to heal and not feel so worthless.

I have felt so useless for so long.

I just want the pain gone.








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