it's not fair it never is.
i thought mayb this once.but whatevai dnt
care, i hate it,it's just not fair!
i refuse to break,it'll jst make them win!
i refuse to show the my emotions,so i simply hide behind a blank facade.
lifes nt fair,get used to it,but this i cant,i cannot accept it!
this unjustice makes me wnt 2 scream,to sob,to break down. but i cnt, i cnt even wallow in solitude.there's even a problem with that.
my hand shakes,my lip trembles.my mind refuses to comprehend.
i'll jst be silent,then maybe everything will be alryt?
i pause i wait,i listen waiting for their submission.it doesnt cum,it never does,
still i dnt knw y ders a faint glimmer of hope in me
i want to cry,i'm close to it. jst as a thread hangin in a strm is goin to b blown away.
i wnt 2 scream, i wnt to shout,i wnt to bang my head against the wall. i swallow dwn my insanity,bt the wolf in me still howls.
y?? i wnt sumone to answer.though i knw no-one will.
i feel my own weakness,fall out in a single tear.i dnt knw y bt,
my heart breaks again.
even as i type this my tears blur my vision,so for now i fling them away!
i feel a lump inside my throat,threathning me. i try to breath,to control myself.
i stare out my window...the passing clouds,the darkning sky...
i also wnt to b passing through.
a bird so still ,lo0ks so strng.
i hate them,i wish 4 them to feel this pain.
i cannot control the tremer in my voice as i speak,the filling of my eyes,
i feel my nose clog.
i put my head back,nt wnting the tears to fall.i try to breath it doesnt work.
i try to be strng..never mind its already dun
no super-glu cn put back the pieces of my heart.
i wish my feelings away... were's my music,
were's my s0ng
i need to listen to sumone else scream,instead of me.maybe i'll be calm,
mayb i wnt feel lyk crap
bt wtever it doesnt matter