I was in shock when I saw him come near me . I think he knew I
was looking at him behind a pole . Well , he came closer and
closer with a paint gun . At first I thought he was going to
shoot me , but it was only paint . I can feel that I was blushing
, I was so scared . It was a boy I really liked , but he was
older than me.
Like by four years . I didn't really care .
As soon as he came up to me , I felt my heart pound . I was only
nine , I know young . He started to talk to me in English , so I
talked back knowing that none of my cousins would understand . He
asked me where I lived and if I was born in New York . I
responded to all of his questions . Then he left as I ran away
from him . I was very shy. I ran into my godmother's house and
sat in her couch . I felt something in side of me , I didn't know
what it was . My godmother came inside the house and asked " Why
where you talking to him ? " , I just looked down .
One year past and I was back to the same place I went for summer
vacation . Now I'm ten , and I feel what love is . When I arrived
at my grandma's house , everyone greeted me . There was this one
boy that was starring at me , and I knew that he liked me every
since I came here . I felt bad because I didn't like him back .
It was night time when we arrived , so I ate something , brushed
my teeth and went to sleep . The next day my cousins and I went
to the store that was close to my grandma's house . Then I saw
the boy that I had met last year . I starred at him as he did it
back to me . I wondered if he recognized me . My cousins bought
what they needed to buy , then we went back home . I smiled as I
walked up to my grandma's house . I hoped he would like me , but
he was still to old for me .
Hours later my three cousins came back from there grandma's house
, I told them everything . They just laughed , I knew it wasn't
funny . Then my little cousin wanted to go back to the store , so
we went . This time the boy had asked me out . I was so happy I
said yes . When my little cousin was finished , I went running to
the hill that was in front of my grandparents house . My two
older cousins talked all day about my new boyfriend . But what I
was afraid about was that my parents didn't know that I had a
boyfriend . Good thing no one told them , or I was dead fish .
Weeks past and the days where getting interesting . I had kissed
him twice , but I had kissed another boy too . I was in much
trouble because my boyfriend knew. He said it was ok , and then I
realized something . I wasn't really in love with him at all . He
became a pervert and I hated him . I realized many things , I
couldn't believe it either . I was done with him the next day .
Two years had past and now I'm twelve , I had been talking with
him in the internet too . He told me that he wanted to get back
with me , but I said that he will cheat on his girlfriend . He is
a true pervert . Now that I am that certain age , I can realize
many things about boys and how they can treat you in the future.
I also knew that I needed to wait until I was eighteen and that I
had made a big mistake .