When God first came into my mind back in 1989 by His choice and not mine, my start was a few years on babes milk being in and out of churches for enjoyment only to see hypocrisy, judgments, homosexuals, money grubbers, pride, egos, sluggards and just a world I wanted no part of – yet I had my own major addiction in wanting to know God through being more than willing to sacrifice my life while still remaining as only an unfed babe on watered down milk with no stable teaching beyond my own mind.
'Today after about 24 years my KJV is in six sections while being all taped and marked up as my only real life with no other, yet I am totally alone as God's student being separated from a world of believers not believing many words from who they believe in because they have never been led in the only way of gaining the fear of the Lord which is understanding of God.'
Therefore I began my own study privately reaching up to twelve hours a day in my beginning because I was disabled from a head injury leaving me nothing but time for intake that took about 18 years to gather through living within a life of sin before God finally removed me from America on a one way ticket only to be left all to myself (spiritually speaking) in the Philippines for slowly gaining entrance into His Spiritual realm away from this world as God began teaching through being the potter molding and shaping me as His clay through years of chastisements for His use during these times of the end which are coming upon all humanity in ways not known because their minds only know what has been fed.
Through years past just as any believer, I would have my own thoughts of truth according to my own mind while in search through written literature or online teachers, preachers, church organizations, prophets, brethren or any with the same thoughts as mine that sounded good with even added words read that I would actually believe while ignoring the words of who I believed in with all my heart when plainly told in Psalms 118:8 "It is better to trust in the Lord than to put confidence in man."
Yet I did not listen to what God had told me only to discover through God’s direct unknown lead in passing years only finding them all worldwide within every belief from the multimillionaire super lying preachers to super lying salesmen posing as religious saints while being very greedy evangelists everywhere on earth with just a list of uncountable names in every worldly belief and teaching through man and woman down to those preaching in poor-mans shacks with God very clearly showing me that all as in 100% have been totally misled just as the Word of Truth tells this entire world of believers who do not believe what our Lord tells them all.
I have written Revelation 12:9, Romans 3:9-12, Psalms 53:2-3, 14:2-3 with Psalms 12:6 and 2 Peter 1:20-21 more times than I can count out of the approximate 31,240 verses in my King James Bible along with very many others for support; and for any who cannot see themselves as God describes, they know not God - Period as in end of discussion; and rather than all believers on earth excusing themselves as being saved and forgiven along with man’s sound good philosophy, what all on this earth should be doing is saying --- O Lord, you have revealed truth to me in those verses never taught being just as written, so please, I pray in humility for you read my hearts intent rather than my lips as believers worldwide filled with words not written in their hearts -- so I ask in genuine faith for you to please forgive me for my err and lead me properly because I will never again trust in the words of man that do not speak as you speak.
Can your heart speak those words to our God?? Because if not, God will never hear your lips!!
Through years past in seeking for a true brother or sister I would even put words or phrases in the computer for search such as - The Few, not of this world, chosen, predestined, genuine believers with no trust in man, reality as it truly is and just many more select words only to never find one true genuine believer anywhere on this globe at any time while only finding those who God clearly describes as misled hypocrites with no roots while also not even knowing God because they have absolutely no obedience nor love for others in any way whatsoever beyond all their lip praises to God which stops cold at their tongue while they live in 100% disobedience to who created them with Christmas and Easter being but two prime examples of the uncountable unwritten ways humanity gives honor to within a totally deceived world of believers and non believers being alike in not knowing God.
Now I am not saying there are not others who have been chosen, it’s just God has not yet drawn us together because we are all separate body parts of our Head for our own chosen functions within God's government just as Moses, Paul and Daniel all had their own calling the same as all men of God for these end times.
Therefore as far as friends, brothers or sisters go spiritually speaking in depth, I have absolutely none, especially religious because just as Christ who I never question told me in John 15:19, I am not one of them, so greatly hated or detested, ignored, scorned and judged by a world of lips praising God while living in unseen darkness with a false security led by a false light that soon shall burn out while leaving them with all civilization in the worst timesoftrouble ever before on this earth since it was created.
Concerning religion here in the Philippines, it’s just totally lost being the same as everywhere on earth with about 85% hailing Mary along with just too many strange unwritten ways to list along with other religious names known to man doing not as instructed in the words all believers have been commanded to live by, but never have through history and still don’t today according to God's own words..
'Without Genuine Love for others Written in Your Heart, God Can Never Be Known according the words of our Lord this civilization of believers do not believe as clearly shown in their actions God sees with nothing ever hid. (Hebrews 4:12-13)
Now for the most important subject to God being love. We must love our brothers and sisters just as Christ commanded, because if we do not, God sees us all as murderers who do not know Him; (1 John 3:14-18, 4:7-8) and that does not mean a world of believers are not saved, it means they have not God’s Spirit being the fear of the Lord which is knowing God through spiritual understanding that can only be earned through obedience rather than the spirit in man which has been completely misled by the god of this world through his very powerful ways of controlling human thoughts through psychology. Proverbs 2:4-6 are instruction for Proverbs 9:10 with Ephesians 2:2 being what the god of this world, father of lies and prince and power of the air does to all who disobey God.
But how can we love serial killers, Pedophiles, child abusers, torture experts, woman beaters, rapists, slave handlers, porn producers, Satan worshipers, hypocrites and just a world of pure inhuman assholes who see themselves as better than anyone else while only caring about being always first while not having any real care through actions for any other human beings?
Let’s look at a totally unknown untaught fact this world knows nothing about; and according to God they still will not believe even though they are being told now and through the times ahead until God can no longer be found as written in Proverbs 1:22-33 as a message for today directed to all believers in the only True God.
But all, being the many of this world will only learn truth through great punishment with Lamentation chapter 3 being the written destiny for all disobedient believers on earth; therefore any who believe in God beyond their own words need to read their detailed written future as a guarantee for times ahead as being history to God because He has already witnessed the human downfall through pride. (Proverbs 16:18)
Jesus Christ suffered more than any other human being could have endured as seen in these photos. Now understand this first; The Passion movie has many non-biblical faults just as our Lord Jesus Christ had short hair being written through Paul in 1 Corinthians 11:14; but the one fact remains being just how badly Christ was tortured and crucified – and that has everything to do with what you shall read; therefore you need this view of Christs great suffering to set your mind straight.
Remember this; all those responsible for torturing Christ took pleasure with great joy in what they did, so never forget because there is a very important message from God regarding Christs agony never before taught because its not only His blood for salvation, but far more.
Are not those men just plain totally inhuman along with all who watched? Are not they as worthless stench only fit for the same torture being a thousand times worse in slower ways and nonstop? Retain that thought for an important reason.
How can any human being actually take great pleasure in scourging another to near death? Where is their mind? What drives them deep into evil? The answer lies ahead. 
What all humans view must be seen as if it was themselves while asking if they could endure the same suffering -- because great suffering is coming upon all humanity with very few being spiritually prepared for the unexpected.
Could you survive mentally if this was being done to you? Think not of the spike, but the massive pain because its coming in uncountable different ways upon billions; so says God in pure words a world of believers have never been taught while having not enough faith to believe every word of God through the elimination of all the man-made religions and beliefs worldwide.
Can you in any human way even begin to feel the extreme agony and suffering of Christ for all humanity while through His works for the Father leaving all believers examples to follow as His body being the Only True Church of God with no buildings mentioned or involved?
This religious scum bag reminds me of the Pope; notice his left hand? The V-Sign is the Sign of the occult, but it matters not because all shepherds on this earth according to God teach no full truth to their billions of followers worldwide who believe in God; And that is why believers do not believe the most important words of God -- Because they have never been taught truth nor even the only proper way to discover it as a miner being always hard at work seeking silver and hid treasure nonstop. But do you think this world of false teachers will tell followers of what God describes them all as being? Of course not because its only self condemnation!
And to any human being on this earth today with just a touch of spiritual understanding, they will see this pope using the devils hand sign. Do your own study because its not the I love you all choose to believe through total ignorance while living in darkness.
If this was you hanging near your last breath of life after excruciating torture, being spit on, kicked and punched with only Christ himself and God almighty knowing every actual detail along with being scourged far worse than these photos with flesh ripped and torn so bad it was hanging from His bloody body so that bones were showing along with more added pain of the spikes being driven through His hands and feet.
Would not you be so filled with hate for all those who did this to you that you would be crying out to your Father with the last strength you had remaining asking Him to torture and burn all the inhuman maggots who did this for all eternity with forever suffering in much worse ways?
When I see pictures of children who have been beaten, sexually molested -- caged as animals with mental and physical torture -- when I see pictures of people who have been brutally beaten -- when I read about child massacres such as the Connecticut Elementary school shootings -- when I hear about men who beat their women into bloodshed and even death -- when I hear of massive rebel rapes upon boys, girls and women of all ages in different areas worldwide -- when I think of Joseph Stalin -- Adolph Hitler or any of the men far beyond count being responsible for the murders being hundreds of millions of innocent people through genocide as a well thought planned attack against humanity just as the new world order is in the progress of doing to this entire human race through exterminating billions ----
Want my natural human feelings on them all including Clinton, Bush and Obama and all other world leaders as part of Satan's puppets on controlled strings to only destroy America and humanity?
If it was me as human in charge of cleansing this earth through riddance of the wicked, just turn me loose as invincible with a billion man army powered by only love for all natural humanity while eliminating every piece of human vomit posing as people on this planet having no heart while being mindless to only harm and kill others with no feelings nor care whatsoever --- and that would be the best job well done in the history of this world with only one exception being Jesus Christ who has already done just that, but in spiritual ways only few can understand because it’s still in progress;
"It is these things that we talk about, not using the expressions of the human intellect but those which the Holy Spirit teaches us, explaining things to those who are spiritual.
But as far as this entire world is concerned regarding spiritual understanding;
"But the unspiritual man simply cannot accept the matters which the Spirit deals with—they just don’t make sense to him, for, after all, you must be spiritual to see spiritual things. The spiritual man, on the other hand, has an insight into the meaning of everything, though his insight may baffle the man of the world. This is because the former is sharing in God’s wisdom, and ‘Who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct him?’ Incredible as it may sound, we who are spiritual have the very thoughts of Christ! (1 Corinthians 2:13-14)- (Phillips)
All believers on this planet think they have God's Spirit, but do not; and what I just spoke has been greatly detailed through God's own words within my hundreds of writings as an end-time messenger from God for all humanity being God is a fair God to all believers and non-believers because in truth there is no difference. Do you see a difference in those not believing in Christ and God from those who believe while not believing most of what is taught by The Word being Jesus Christ in the Holy Bible?
Being Paul was in constant battles between the flesh and the Spirit of God as written in Romans 7:14-25, so am I; therefore my human side where sin dwells says what you read above regarding the elimination of human scum with what’s below.
In other words I could pleasure in seeing the murders who raped women such as those animals in India having their dicks fileted off along with each body part one at a time with the same for every evil and wicked person on this planet because it’s only a natural revenge in wanting what they did to others done to them while being a thousand times worse!!
But spiritually speaking from God's Holy Spirit within, I have gained understanding through these following words.
So why was Christ crucified and why do believers not believe every word of God such as His very true, strong and harsh words regarding how He being God views all humanity?
"Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. (Luke 23:34a)-(KJV)
What you just read has a meaning never before taught to this world of believers through Christ our Lord, and that is because it’s a love this world of believers knows nothing of beyond their lips making them all to feel self-righteous. Read it again and again while thinking, why would Christ ask the Father to forgive them when they most certainly never accepted Him as their only Savoir? Today we have a world of believers thumping their Bibles trying to save the world while judging others so they won't burn in hell when our own Lord Jesus Christ who was beaten into a bloody mess and then nailed to a tree or a cross was only asking prior to His death for the Father to forgive them for they know not what they do!!
[Hell is the grave with the lake of fire as punishment to burn clean all who never suffered in the flesh; and chapter 5 in my published book Message for This Entire Human Race gives great detail never taught in the religions of man].
Did that register? In other words people everywhere on this planet from the beginning know not what they do in a deceived world which is why this civilization has always had so much suffering -- but there is a purpose for all things on this planet humans have no knowledge or understanding of; and God has taught me well to the point where I do understand very clearly why all the evils in this world along with why the worst suffering ever before is en-route upon us all.
In the same aspect regarding love we have a world of people who have been done wrong by so many others that only hate for them remains inside their feelings while Christ says we are to love our enemies, but how are we supposed to love the man who raped and murdered a little girl or deeds through any of the human scum on this planet earth over loaded with human trash?
The love of Christ on the most evil most wicked means this;
"Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.
Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head.
Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good. (Romans 12:19-21)
In other words, none of us on earth has the power to become as equalizers in punishing all on this planet because something terrible is happening to others from infants to the elderly each passing second; and what that means is we can lower ourselves into the hateful murder mode against all others who have done us wrong or others while only placing ourselves within their same thought pattern making us no better as being overcome by the devil rather than being overcomers who will reign with Christ.
Six years ago when God placed me from America into the Philippines, it was not only to teach me, but show me through years of experiences just how Satan has overcome this human race just as God tells all – and the proof is they don’t believe what God tells them through the psychological powers of the father of lies telling their minds something different they actually believe.
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And what goes beyond through goodness in deed for others would require me writing a book with the whole point of the matter being a world of believers who do not believe or do as instructed with the reason why in the following words.
Clear your mind from self-thoughts because that is how the devil overcomes all on this planet with a strong resume going back billions of years when the sons of God being angels were to rule this planet through love which Satan turned to darkness bringing destruction upon the face of this earth; therefore deception is nothing new to the god of this world who has completely misled all humans everywhere worldwide other than the few chosen by God.
Now clearly think of me as a man with no other life beyond where God leads. Think of me as an individual that cares more about you in ways words can speak. Now see me as a person who cares so much for others within the worst situations on this planet that if I was a billionaire, my only life would be traveling worldwide in the hardest hit areas only to help, feed and teach a truth never before taught on this planet earth called genuine faith while gaining the greatest joys of my entire life just from the genuine smiles received as the most perfect and fulfilling reward I could ever have through an entire lifetime.
Now try to see me for who I am through my years and years of works for God being for the benefit of all humanity.
But what has been my reward for years from a world of believers being saved, born again, forgiven, self-righteous and knowing more than what The Word being Christ speaks to all believers on this earth?
My wife and I through the past six years have been no different from any others in nonstop major difficulties and hardships from my wife’s weak heart, hunger and near homeless with only one exception; and that was our faith in God through crying out to a world of brothers and sisters because we know God is love; therefore all believers love for each other also because it’s a written commandment in John 13:34 that must be obeyed as the only way for gaining entrance into the tree of life just as written in Revelation 22:14.
So what has the past six years of love from fellow believers worldwide through at least a half million views of my hundreds of writings done for my wife and I?
Years of day to day living with many meals of fish with rice being on word of mouth credit. Years of life being a have not while getting private loans of 1000 peso that would take months to pay back because of the 20% interest – and one thousand peso is only twenty dollars. Years of being very much hated, judged, called names, cussed at and even labeled as an author for the devil by a man who teaches Christianity!
In the midst of our hard life by the grace of God, my wife became an elementary school teacher allowing her to get teacher loans through payroll deduction, so through our simple needs she would get loan after loan after loan just so we could survive being I have never had any beyond the four months work God blessed me with in the second month of 2012. But since June have had no pay.
So now what from all my brothers and sisters? For six months we have never been able to cut our grass because even a scissor type push mower is way out of our league. My main daily meals have been American or Velveeta cheese slices on crackers which was all I needed, but two weeks ago I ran out of cheese and went down to peanut butter and jelly. Several days ago the jam ran out leaving me just peanut butter, and then the crackers ran out. Being my wife is also the school treasurer, we have been borrowing daily just for the simplest needs because we also have 4 cats to feed – so now what? How can we pay the school back? It’s loan time again bringing Mylene’s monthly pay down to less than one hundred per month.
On the lot we purchased in June of last year being 2012 there was only a 20’x13’ storage building with power from the house of the owner. Because we never had a way to get our own electricity, we now owe about 10,000 peso. We owe another 5000 to a man we borrowed from for food a month ago. I was building a bamboo fence as my only pastime in life other than writing, but even my bamboo ran out plus we just have so many other hard ways of life that we have no life as being caged, yet pray always while knowing God has a purpose with a plan.
On Wednesday my wife will get her loan being only 20,000 peso or about four hundred dollars; and we already owe more than the amount, so what are we to do?
Just as always continue in our faith because that is all that keeps us going for the past six years while learning to put no trust in man, especially a world of religious people just over flowing with compassion that only condemns me for every word I write because just as my Lord Jesus Christ told me long ago, I am not one of them.
Through years past, in truth, they all made my blood to boil because my wife and I have near given the shirts off our back for others when we had anything ourselves to give while only wanting God to make a way so we can do more for others, yet God has given me such a calmness because just as those who crucified Christ, they know not what they do -- but will dearly pay a price in many ways being the colder their hearts, the more heat from God to cleanse them.
I could write an entire book titled religious cruelty; but being only God can be our help in great need, I just cast all my cares upon Him because He knows all things and will help us along with God's great payback upon all who turned their backs on those in need because God shall do exactly for them as they did for others; and that is fact with just Proverbs 21:13 for but one example a world of believers cannot see.
Would you like the only true written destiny for disobedient believers in every religion everywhere on earth? All you need is faith in reading 66 verses within Lamentations 3, and you have just gained a true education never taught by man or woman because as shepherds they feed not their flocks because they themselves know not truth.
May God help this world of believers in darkness to see His true light while it can still be found before total blackness overcomes all.
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