This is about suicide and I wanted to put this out there about it.
I have lost my cousin due to suicide almsot a year ago now and the pain of someone so close to you to commit to it is the worst feeling in the world. I dont want to have others in this world to feel this pain it has caused. I know people turn to suicide as the easier option out of this world from bullying, family problems and everything else that causes pain. I want people to be aware of suicide. So many families, friends have lost people due to them taking there lives and probably still dont know why they did it. I know some people are like 'Suicide is the cowards way out' but sometimes people see suicide as the only way out of this world and their pain and misery. I see the pain my family is going through to the lost of my cousin and it hurts to see that. People who want out of this world dont think of anyone but themselves and their pain. They wont see what pain it will cause for their family or friends. I know that to me I want to help anyone i can to make them stop and think before they deicide what to do. I want others to help people who are depressed and hurt that they need to see suicide as away out of this world.
People need to realize that suicide is happening every where now. People need to open their eyes and have a look around. Who knows how many people you walk by in the street, shopping centre, anywhere, that are thinking about suicide. Some people are so good at hiddening their feelings that you dont know.
I know how it feels to lose someone to suicide and it still hurts to know that i will never see my cousin again. I see the hurt my aunty (his mum) is having from losing him and the hurt that my aunty's family (his dad, brothers and sister) have still. We get told everyday that time will heal but no it wont heal becuse the pain will still be there, maybe not as bad, but it will still be there in twenty years and so on. I still see the day in my head when we all said our last goodbyes to him. I will never really know why my cousin took his life. He was always so happy and bright, always the life of the party and he hid his pain well.
Suicide is NEVER the answer. And if you thinking about doing it. STOP and THINK before you do.
I hope that people who are thinking of suicide as an option turn to a family member or turn to a friend or even a doctor to help them.
Thanks for reading