The journey so far (rhymes)

. . DEEP THOUGHTS OF MINE. . Many years passed,still the environment is all the same nothing has changed so far even though i tried my best Slowly and steadily, vanishing All dreams of mine No one today is by my side Breaking down slowly I am I dont know how to tackle Seasons come and pass, as they do But there is no sign of change God,i think, is not listening He isn't hearing my cries And how can He, As i weep silently!!! A quality somtimes,sometimes a bad habit I thought someday i will be over the sky Success and success all around me Among rich dignitaries,I would be!!! People all around will praise me But things didn't go so Still i belueve that it will be What is that doesnt let me give up??? These are the deep thoughts of mine...