A note.I saw a note with my name on it.I was about to pick it up but stopped myself short when I saw it was on Jake's doorstep.I felt tears prickle my eyes but refused to let it fall.I was done with all the crying,besides,who crys when you graduated from colledge at 14 with your sisters,and summer is a week away.
But it wasn't where it was that made me want to cry,it was who it was from that bothered me.In his own writing,scribbled on the front of the neatly folded paper,begging me to read it.
From Jake ,please read then come in.
Then,without thinking twice,I flipped it open.
I know I messed up. Again .As much as I hate to say this,you're right for leaving me. But I need you.I need to hold you when you're sad. I love it when you're mad.The way you storm around,baby its so sexy! The way you talk to me when you are happy,jumping up and down when youre exicted,only wanting a kiss.Making me tell you you're mine.
Candy,I still love you,and if you don't wanna be with me,at least can we be friends ?Please consiter it.I love your company.It excites me.
I just wanted this shit to stop.So,all in all,I knocked on the door.It slid open,but no one was there.I walked up the steps and pushed Jake's door open without knocking. I really wish I knocked.