Adults always say they have the answers, but I think there lying. Sometimes I think children have more sense then adults. I’ve heard people say “O I know everything” but someone that says that is always lying. Because if he/she knew everything, his or her world would come crumbling down. ‘cause if they knew everything they would go crazy and eventually kill themselves…Why ?you ask. Because if you knew everything, you would know everyone’s pain, blood lust, loneliness, happiness, Apathy, hatred, and no one could handle that.
Nothing will change and in time everything will just go back to how it was, if I knew everything I would live only for the people I care about. But if you knew what was going to happen next what would you do? If you knew when you were going to die, or how, maybe if you knew what happy thing is about to happen the surprise would be ruined… I dream of being able to sleep at night without fearing he will hurt them. I don’t get why they expect the youngest and most inexperienced of them to be the strongest… It hurts… And it wont go away… I cant stop crying on the inside…
I cant even Dream of being somewhere happy… Because now even my Dreams are torture chambers… One little slip of the tongue will set him off… One little drop of weakness will send him into a frenzy like sharks after blood. It doesn’t go away… So smile… And laugh… Just to hide the pain… That was caused by that “I know everything adult”…
I cant keep up with it anymore… especially when she breaks down and decides “Its better you went with your dad, I might not be here forever” J Nothing can stop me from protecting the ones I love, even if I throw myself into a bullet.
Hatred isn’t the opposite of Love, Apathy is.
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