the lies that break

   Anguish, I squirm, piercing eyes, stab my soul. 

  Evil, dark, no love, in your heart. 

  Demons, it cant be you, it cant be true,

  too much hate, behind your youth,

  shielded from the cruel, 

   I let it reach you, 

   I was the one who taught you. 

   I sit here and write, on my side of the room,

  listen to your scribbles, echo of the walls.

  You looked in a mirror, told yourself to hurt,

  your voice pierced sorrow, in my lonely, cracking heart.

   So much anger, so much pain, so much hatred- me to blame.

   My legs turned lame, i find no strength,

   to prove you wrong, that there is love.

   I hate myself, hate,hate,hate!

   I cant help myself, your the same...

   we don't believe the lies I preach.

    We know I'm selfish, my hidden hate,

   hidden safe, so we wont break.

   Guilt consumes, I know I'm doomed,

   its no use, no help for a boy, who mistrusts truth,

   he senses the lies, heavy on my tung,

   hidden in my words, to comfort his heart.