The slate has been wiped clean, but don't fret. Life and your
views of perception have until this point been based strictly on
your life experiences, the ways in which you were brought up. You
can make decisions based upon nothing, because you know nothing.
There are no limits.
But maybe this new self you are and represent to those who know
and love you decides that it wants a starting point, a small but
firm rock to stand on amidst the thrashing waves of unknowing.
And if that is the case, because in your momentary state of no
memory, these are some of the values and things that were
important in life to me, because I no longer exist.
The world around me and the thought that no one else would truly
ever fully understand or know me was something of great awe. I
had an ear for music, such that a certain piece could move me far
beyond normal emotional expectations. I could embrace every note
and hear it as my own. I could sing…
Not that my singing was beautiful, but it was something that I
always had to keep me company. I would hope that you too would
one day step up to reclaim that voice and in it find a true
friend, however seemingly unsteady or prone to wandering at the
first sign of a cold it might be.
Know that I had no favorite color, but that I found the good in
them all, although an orange 67' Camaro with white racing stripes
always seemed right to me.
But now that you know these things, you will forever be reminded
and no matter if you don't share my taste for them, your
reactions and thoughts will always linger there.
Your Former Self
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