***: to be honest id be devaistated if you trned me dwn….
Haha, thx:) bt yeah, evrytime I hang wit u, I start
likin u mre…
Ur a lot mre thn jst a pretty face, ur doing a great
job of becming my dreamgirl, I
Always hav a great time n nvr a dull moment wit u.
Plus ur beautiful inside n out.
I just dnt knw where ur at abt hw u feel abt me…
I like u a ton too marissa, n u fit my dreamgirl
description almst perfectly, its just
I need to be in love wit her n she nds to b in love
Its weird 4 me, ive nvr liked neone close to as much as u n ive
nvr fit so comfortably so fast, bt ur ynger than everyone ive
met, n idk how u fl either.
Its also kinda weird, with my past relationships bein so rotton,
n always be lft. I wasn't the same person a year ago, I always
blamed myslf 4 evrything, n I nvr thought id b gd engh 4 neone
Everything changed aftr I fot diagnosed, I turnd way mre
optimistic, n I met the most amazing girl ive evr met cuz of it,
n im actually thnkful 4 it now.
Ik its just weird…smtimes im stupid n ovrthnk, bt I used to nt b
much of a believer of fate, cuz I didnt like the idea of not bein
in control of my life. Bt just how random it waz of me to get
diabetes n hw random it waz getting to knw u cuz of that. N as
stupid as it snds, smtimes i thnk I got it 4 a reason…
Like I said tho, I waz rock bottom when it hppnd to me, n it had
nvr hppnd in my family, maybe all of this is supposd to fall into