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I am going a little crazy

Miscellaneous By: Selena Stars

needed to get these feelings out of my system, cant talk to the person they about because its 'too embarrassing' cant talk to me friends they all hate him, cant talk to my mom she uses agensted me later as blackmail, cant talk to my dad because well its about a boy i am not that stupid, and lastly i cant talk to family because apparently my "love life" is the most interesting thing in this fucking world and they all have to talk about it. so my last option is a whole bunch random strangers who i hope wont judge me to badly, but hey what do i care? i dont know you....

pretty sure this is song lyrics....i think

Submitted:Jan 23, 2013    Reads: 6    Comments: 0    Likes: 0   

i am going insaine, with side of crazy, and hint of whacko on top

im insecure and your constant joking isent helping me anymore

i shared something thats true something that only i knew

you tossed it away like it was nothing

what where you thinking when i told you

what where you thinking when i said goodbye to you?

if we never met again would you blame yourself?

if i never came back would heart ach would your hands attack?

Did you even care from the start

or am i just a part of the game?

was a pawn the whole time

something you could leave, in the blink of an eye

a distraction

a decoy

i dont care what happenes anymore

too many tear have hit the floor

i dont know what to think about you

cause i cant trust my feelings

no i cant trust my feelings

and i cant trust you, its a chore

For the first time in forever i am free

making my own desisions for the good of me

you opened my eyes to what the world could be

and i thank you for that

but i am not taking you back

you made your choce to stay

you watched me run away

hurting me constantly wont win me over

theres a fine line between teasing and annoying

its sad you say you cant be both

you like me back i was greatful for that

but its time to take off my hat!

i dont care what happenes anymore

too many tears have hit the floor

i dont know what to think about you

cause i cant trust my feeling

i cant trust my feelings

and I cant trust you, it a chore

I am never going back to that sad girl before

I have kicked her fully out the door

its new me

im happy

im free

to be...

to be...

to be me!

im am going insane with a side of crazy, add a hint of whacko with that

but i am proud to say im me


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