For Kyrah

What I feel inside,

Makes me want to run and hide.

I don’t feel like I’m there for you.

Do you believe it too?

I hate who I have come to be.

How could you still love me?

Everyone says I’m to blame.

I hang my head down in shame.

I cry myself to sleep.

Wondering why I am so hard to keep.

I keep asking myself why?

I feel like I didn’t try.

We are far apart.

But we are never at heart.

Why do my big brown eyes,

Always let out awful cries?

What would you do if I cry?

Would you sit and wonder why?

Would you come and see,

What’s wrong with me?

I know that I’m sad,

Please don’t be mad.

Are you there by my side?

To help me go through this awful ride?

Is it to much to ask?

Can I take off this awful mask?

While you are happy with who you are,

I am feeling so far.

I know what I’m feeling.

I’m in need for a healing.

Am I the kind of friend,

Of which you can depend?

I just feel like there was a dart,

And it went strait through my heart.

I hope and pray,

You won’t go away.

Am I the kind of friend,

That God would recommend?

Just want to say I love you.

But the question is do you love me too?