I'm Glad She Called
As a 16 year old with no self confidence, and no one i could trust, I was going to do it.
I was going to end all my pain in this world. I often why God put me on earth for anyways?
I prayed every night that I would die in my sleep so i wouldn't have to go through all the pain over again the next day,but i woke up dissapointed once again.
I wasn't doing very well in school either, i was in Special Ed because of my learning disability.
Everytime i got pulled out of class i thought they woulnt care if i died. That would be one less test they had to read.
I had no friends to talk to. I sat at lunch everday alone.
The night shortly after my 16th Birthday I decided I had enogh of this dissapointed world. I was going to end it.
After I got home I went straight to my room and found a jump rope and tied it to the top of my closet. I grabed a chair and stood on it while i tied the other end to my neck.
Tears fell because i guess i wanted someone to care. Then phone rang. My mom said "Shawna its for you." It was a girl name Kyrah. She told me she thought i could use a friend and that i seemed sad.
To this day her and I are Best Friends. I know that i owe her a lot because she saved my life. She is my hero and always will be. All i can say is I'm Glad She Called.