Tick - tock- tick - tock. The clock on the wall was driving me crazy. Tick - tock. I am not excided about tomorrow. Because its your birthday. I didn't even want to think about it. I tried to pretend you didn't exist but the scars on my heart remind me that you are real. I know how much you meant to me to me but now you mean nothing at all. Now my brain is starting to forget who you are,but my heart knows who you were. I threw all of the stuff of yours away. Because its to painful to loose my best friend. My mind still reminds me that i should have tried harder. The thruth is i tried very hard but you fought against me. TIck - Tock -Tick - tock. Its 3 A.M. Before i know it , its time to get up. You have stolen another nights rest from me. How come? You don't exist in my mind anymore, but in my heart you always will. Tick - tock-tick- tock.Time goes by so fast that i forget exactly how much has gone. I go up to a familiar person and ask for the time. Then i soon realize who you are. Then i start counting time all over again.